Help (Kavi)

1: 2 months

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Kirstie pov

Two months.
It's been two months since Jeremy died.
Two months since I heard his voice.
Olaf hasn't been the same. Sometimes he still wait at the door, hoping his daddy will come.

But he won't.

All because of a dumb ass who had to be texting and driving.
It's his fault he's gone.

I haven't been eating in a few day, well I guess almost a week.
I don't see a point anymore.
He's gone.

Scott called me this morning, saying that the guys are going to start coming over and checking up in me.
I mean it's nice of them, but I don't want any help.
I want Jeremy

I just sit there on my couch, cuddling with Olaf. When my phone rings

"What?" I say harshly to whoever is on the phone.
"Well then. Anyway, I was calling to say that Avi is coming over today. Kevin the next day, then Mitch, then me. I would come sooner, but everyone else has something on the other days besides Avi. I can't do it tonight because of me and Mitch and a date night." He says try to be enthusiastic
"Yeah sure whatever," I say not really caring
"I'm sorry. I got to go. Love you Kit-Kat" he says happily.
"Love you too noodle." I say and hang up the phone.

Well, at least Avi is coming over. We haven't hanged out, the two of us, in a long time. Even before Jeremy died.

I miss him, and his hugs.
He gives the best hug.

Okay Kirstie I know where this is going and you need to stop for a few reasons.

One, it's way, way to soon to even think about anybody else.
Two, he's your best friend, besides Scömíche.
Three, he will never, ever like you.

I get lost in thought when my door opens.

"Hey Kirstie." Says Avi
"Hey. Have a seat." I say

He sits by my feet on the couch.

Olaf is so excited to see someone beside me.

"Hey buddy, how you doing?" He says and plays with his ears.
"How are you doing?" He says looking at me.
"I've been better." I say, not really knowing how I am.
"Yeah, I figured. Well, I'm here to make to smile and eat." He says

He gets up and takes my hands

"Come on let's make food." He says with a smile.

I can't help but smile.
His smile is just is so adorable.

Kirstie stop it.

"Make you smile check." He says and pretends to check off something.

That makes me giggle, making him giggle.

We get out some of my food.
Pasta, sauce, garlic, garlic bread, wine.
I didn't even think I had wine.

He start cooking.
His cooking so is good.
He puts some chopped garlic in to the water, where the pasta is going to be in.
He says it the only time you have to flavor the pasta.
He also put the garlic bread in the oven.

The pasta and bread are all done. He mixes it with sauce.
He gets the bread out and cuts it up into pieces.

He brings over plates, then goes back into to the kitchen and get the bottle of wine and wine glasses

"Well aren't you fancy." I say with a smirk.
"I know, I know. Its a blessing and a curse." He says and dramatically looks off into to distance.

I just laugh really hard, causing him to laugh really hard.

"I haven't heard your laugh in a while. I miss it." He says, looking at me.
"I know. I miss it too."I say looking at him

We finished up dinner, and start to clean up.

"That was really good Avi, thank you." I say, realizing how hungry I was before he came over.
"Anything for you my lady" He says bowing.

Him and I ended up laughing.

"Oh here, you got something on your face."I say noticing some leftover sauce

I move closer to his face and get a napkin.
I clean it up.

Then I realize.

We've never been this close to each other.
We both look up and stare into each other eyes as we both lean in

And then it happened

We kissed.

I have wanted this for so long.
It feels so wrong, but so right.

I can't stop. Kissing him makes me feel so happy.

We deepen the kiss and he push me lightly on my counter.

I smile in to the kiss as I think about him, about us.

Right now I don't want anything but him.

I move, but still not break the kiss, and lead us into my bedroom.

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