Help (Kavi)

7:Doctors

1 month later

Avi POV

I'm so nervous.
Today's the day we go to see how the baby's doing.
This will be the first time I get to be there.

I think we can find out the genders but honestly, I don't want to know.

If we have a son and he wants to play with barbies and we have a daughter and she wants to skateboard, then let them.

I let them choose what toys they want.
It can be whatever color they want it.

If my son wears a dress and makeup and my daughter never even touches a dress or a skirt, ill be happy and proud.

And if they're not straight.
Gay, Bi, Pan, Ace, transgender.

I won't care I just want them to be happy.

"Avi. Are you okay? You've been in here for almost 25 minutes."

I look over at her.
The beautiful women carrying my unborn child.
My beautiful girlfriend, my bandmate.

And I see the sparkle in her eyes as she waits for me to respond.

And I can't help but say
"Wow."
"What? What's so 'wow'?" She says with a slight giggle and sass in her hips.

"Wow, this. Wow PTX, Wow my life, Wow you." I say.

My life is so good.

Thank God, he is looking out for me.

"Awe stop." She says trying to cover up her blushing.
"No. I won't stop until everybody knows how much I love you. And even then I will still look at you in aw and say 'wow'. Because I am so lucky to have you.
I don't deserve you.
And now your housing our baby for the next 5 months or so.
Our baby.
We made a baby.
We're having a baby." I say as I'm crying.
"Awe honey come here. I'm gonna cry." She says and walks over to me.

We both hug each other and just cry.
We cry tears of joy realizing that this is our life and we couldn't be happier.

"Honey, we have to go to the doctors." She says and looks at me.
"Okay, but let me kiss you first," I say putting my hand under her chin

I give her a short but passionate kiss.
I feel her smile into the kiss as we pull away.

I grab her hand and keys and head out the door.

Kirstie's POV

I can't believe how lucky I am.
I have an amazing boyfriend and soon an amazing baby.

I look down at my tiny baby bump and put both of my hands on it and say.
"I love you so so so much. I'm so proud of you no matter what you do. I love you." Then Avi's right hand is on my stomach.
"I love you so so so much. And I'll always be proud of you." Avi says with teary eyes.

I look over at him and smile.
I put my hand over his and look down.

"Thank you. For giving me this gift." I say to Avi.
"Well, it wasn't just me you know. Your part of the gift too. We both made the baby and we will both raise this baby." Avi says as he looks back at the road and slams on the breaks.

He puts his hand over my stomach to protect the baby.

The driver in front of us stopped all of the sudden, and it was good thing Avi looked up when he did.

"Oh my goodness. Oh, my goodness. Are you okay? Is the baby okay? Are you both okay?
He rambles on.
"Yes, Avi we are both okay. I promise. We're fine." I say trying to reassure him.
"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry." He says with sadness in his eyes.
"Avi, we are both fine. Your first reaction was to protect me and the baby. You did such a good job." I say as I lean over and kiss him.
"**breaths out** okay good." He sighs in relief.

After being little freak out in the car we go to the parking lot of the hospital and head up to the doctors.

Avi being the gentlemen that he is opened the door and grabbed my hand as we walked.

We wait in the waiting room for what seems like forever until we get called back.
"Mr and Mrs.Kaplan," the nurse say and both I and Avi looks up with big smiles on our faces.

He stands up and grabs my hand and we walk back.

"Do you want to know the gender of the baby today?" The nurse says while looking through a cupboard.

We both turn to each other and shake our heads no.

"No, ma'am," Avi says.
Okay then. The doctor will be in shortly. Please take off your shirt and change into this." She says and hands me a gown.

I change, and we wait.

"Hi. I'm Dr.Henry. I'll just ask you a few questions and then we will get started."
The doctor says have we walks in and sits down.
"Okay. So this is your first pregnancy...
Okay. So how is it when you pee? Does it hurt, do you go really frequently or rarely?"
He asks and I respond honestly.
"Well yeah it hurts a little bit and now that you mention something I don't go pee too much." As he wrights stuff down.
"Okay. And do you have any pain in you vagnia area, if so how frequent?" He asks.
"Umm yeah actually. And probably 3 times a day." I say getting slightly concerned...
"Okay. And do you have any stomach pain and/or shortness of breath?"

I go to respond but Avi wanted to answer.

"Yes, she has. Is there something the matter?" Avi says has his grip tightens on my hand.
"We are not jumping to any conclusions but we will take some blood, have you give a urine sample and do an ultrasound just to be safe." He says and pulls a cup with a blue cap out of the cupboard and wrights stuff on it.

He hands it or be and says where the bathroom is.
I go to my business and when I come back I see Avi completely zoned out.

"Avi, sweetie. Are you okay?" I ask going up to him.
"I hope so," he says and turns around.

He is crying really bad.
I can't help but hug him.

"I can't lose you. I just got you and I'm never letting go. I don't want anything to happen to you or the baby." He says as he is balling his eyes out.
"Shh Avi, shh. We can't think like that. We have to think positive." I say as I rub is back.
"But what if it isn't?" He asks
"We will get through it. I promise." I say and get on my tip toes to kiss him.

Its a long passionate kiss but gets cut off by a knock on the door.

*****an hour later*****

Avi's POV

When will they have the results? Will everything be fine? She okay? Is the baby okay?

I get lost in thought when Kirstie puts her hand on my leg and kisses me.

Then the doctor comes in.

"Excuse me for the words I'm going to say........."