Killua Zoldyck Fanfiction (The reason I left home)

Part 69 : Not Goodbye

"Why....." Killua turned pale.

"Goodbye" Akahina said as she waved the two boys and Nanika (don't know if a boy or not. Still not conform yet tho) goodbye.

"Hina? Aren't you coming?" Gon said as Nanika was still in his arms. He was carrying her like a princess.

(Is Nanika a boy? Or a girl. This is a world crisis for me. Lol. I still don't know tho. Some say a girl some say boy.. I say.... Both.. So... If I say he/she... It is not a mistake.. I guess.. XD)

"I'm not Gon. I'm just sending you off. Say Hi to everyone for me will ya" She joked a bit but Killua wasn't the one for jokes right now.

"What do you mean!? We are getting out of here a live. All three of us. Everyone sacrifice their lives to save you.."

"I know. That is why I am staying. Actually, we are here to save Nanika not me." She joked once again.

"Enough with the jokes will ya!" Killua was pissed.

"Killua, calm down." Gon pat his back and Nanika just stared in his eyes with her dark and kawai (?) Eyes.

"Okay.. Okay.." Akahina laughed a bit and looked down to the ground.

"so come.." Killua pulled his hands out to reach hers but she responded with a smile.

"Every goodbye is just a random ending to a new thrilling beginning." She held his hand and place it near her heart. "Go.. I'll always be with you guys. Only. You wont see me." She said and lets go.

"Gon. Say something" Killua was speechless.

"If Hina thinks that it is the right choice and this is her decision then who am I to stop her." Gon hugged Nanika tighter. Gon knew his words hurt his best friend but he need to say it.

"N-Nanika thinks that too, Killua" Nanika said. She jumped out of Gon's embrace and walked towards Akahina. "Onee-Chan, you were once like Nanika. Nanika has Alluka. Onee-Chan had Guro-Chan. Now Guro-Chan is asleep. Forever. Killua once wanted Nanika to sleep for ever but Alluka got mad for Nanika. Nanika was happy. Nanika is sure that Onee-Chan is missing Guro-Chan."

"Yeah. I do. This is the least thing I can do for her. Guro looked like a bad guy but to be honest she just wanted to be free. She wanted to start over. But with a curse as to never be able to die, do you think she could?" Akahina pats Nanika's head and Nanika smiled.

".....i.... Cant......" Killua glared at the ground. He was mad at himself. He didn't know what to do. Is this a good choice. Living her alone in this world. Dark Arc.. How horrible. Is he making the right choice.

"You can move on without me. I was actually just someone useless to you. I am sorry I'm nothing special to you Killua." Akahina walked towards him and hugged him.

"N-nothing special!? " Those words rang in his head. Is she that stupid!!? "How can you not be special to me!!? Are you that stupid?" He looked at her and Akahina's face just looked blur.

"What?" Both Gon and Akahina shouted together.

"They didn't notice?" Killua thought.

"Nanika knew.." Nanika said as she raised her hands up to the sky.

"You liked Hina Killua!?" Both shaked Killua back and forth.

"Y-yeah.." He blushed as he pushed Gon away to look away. His blushing face was too obvious.

"T-then lets leave them." Gon took Nanika's hand and walked away or should I say vanished away?

"you didn't notice?"