He's Not Afraid

Chapter 12

James POV

Zayn was really mad at me. I thought things would be normal again, now that they broke up. But instead they just walked around in school with there head down. Not looking at anyone. They didn't speak to eachother, they didn't speak to anybody. This was going on for a week now and it was my fault. It was friday. The bell ran. School was over. I got outside and saw Zayn walking to his car. I walked towards him. "Zayn!" "Whataya want James?" "Listen, I-I... I'm sorry about what happened with you and Harry" "No you're not" "Yes I am! I thought that you were straight and it was all a mistake and that if you broke up you would just be the normal Zayn again and we could hang out.. but..." "I.am.gay. and I love Harry, it wasn't a mistake" he yelled "but you made him think it was." he said.

He stepped into his car and drove away. "Shit" I whispered. Then I saw Harry walking to his car. I walked up to him. He looked at me afraid that I was gonna hit him. "I-I'm not gonna hurt you Harry" he still walked away from me, stepped into his car and drove away. I kinda felt bad. Then Niall and Liam walked towards me. "It's your fault they're acting this way, James" Liam said. "Do something about it" Niall added. Then they walked away. "Shit" I whispered ones again.

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It was weekend and I decided I wanted to talk to Zayn. I texted him. "Can I talk to you in the park in 5 minutes?" "Whatever" he responded. I went to the park and sat down on a bench. I wanted for Zayn to come. I saw arriving on his bike. He laid his bike on the ground and sat next to me. "What?" "Look, Zayn, I don't want you guys to act that way towards eachother" "Hah, well that's a switch" "Zayn I'm not joking" He stood up "James! You beat the sh*t outta me because I was in a relationship with him. You finally got what you wanted and now you feel bad? Bit late don't you think?!" he screamed. "Zayn..." "If you really want this to be fixed you should talk to Harry, 'cause he thinks that being in a relationship with me only hurts me. and that's because of you." "Ok, I'll talk to him" He grabbed his bike and drove away.

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The next day I went on facebook in the hope that Harry would want to talk to me. Then I figgured out that we weren't even friends on there. "Shit". I send him a friendrequest and hoped that he would accept it. After a couple of hours I saw he accepted it. I decided to message him. "Hey Harry, listen, I'm really sorry about what I did and I was wondering if we could talk?" "Uhm sure, I guess" "Thanks, the park in 5 minutes?" "Ok"

Ones again I walked to the park and sat down on a bench, waiting for Harry to come. After a while I saw him walking toward him. He sat down next to me. "Look, Harry, I'm really sorry I beat you and Zayn up and... I just ruined everything. I didn't recognise Zayn and thought it was all a mistake.. I don't really know why I did all of it but... Look, I'm not gonna hurt you or anything, I'm just gonna accept it, so if you and Zayn want to be in a relationship, fine by me. I won't bother you."

He look at me not understanding what just happened. I got up and walked away. He stayed there.