He's Not Afraid

Chapter 19

School was starting again. I was looking forward to see my friends again everyday. But I was looking forward to the whole 'learning' part of it. I descided to just throw on a shirt and some jeans and went downstairs to eat breakfast. I got a text from Zayn "I'm not going to school today, I'm sick, Sorry love xxx". Oh damn it, Zayn wasn't going to school on the first day. It was going to be a boring day, for sure. "Poor baby, hope you get better soon! xxx". I walked out the door and drove to school.

It was a long boring day. I was excited to see Niall and Liam and Louis again, but it was just boring without Zayn. After school I went to Zayn's house. I wanted to see him. I was driving to his house on my bike. When I was almost at his house I saw a couple walking. I looked closely at them. Is that? No? Zayn? With a girl? He saw me. "Shit" he whispered. "So... you're sick? I see it" "Harry, you don't understand" "I understand perfectly" I took my bike and drove back to my house. I threw my bag on the floor and ran upstairs. I threw myself on my bed and started crying in my pillow. Normally Jason would walk in and sit next to me, but Jason wasn't here anymore... It was just me. alone. crying in my pillow.

My phone rang, I saw Zayn on the screen. I turned my phone around and cried even harder. Then I got a lot of texts. I didn't open them. I didn't look at them. I just wanted Jason to be here. He always calmed me down.

I cried myself to sleep, I didn't even bother to change clothes. My mom knocked on my door a lot of times, wondering what was wrong. I didn't say anything. The nexxt morning I unlocked the door and mom came in. I told her what happened and she told me I didn't have to go to school today. I got texts from Niall and Liam asking me where I was. They told me Zayn was feeling better and was in school today. Ha, feeling better, yeah, 'cause he was sick, right. In the afternoon I descided to read the texts.

"Harry, It's not what you think it was, please pick up the phone!xxx" "I would never cheat on you babe, I love YOU xxx" "Please pick up the phone xxx" "Harry? xxx" "Please come to school, I can explain! xxx"

I threw my phone on my bed. I didn't want to read it. I just didn't want to be lied at. It was 5pm. Someone was at the door. My mom opened the door 'He's upstairs' I heard her say. Fuck. that must be Zayn. He knocked on the door. "H-Harry...? P-Please...". I unlocked the door and laid back in my bed, under my sheet, looking at the wall. He slowly opened the door. "H-Harry? Babe?". He walked to my bed and sat down next to me. I was still looking to the wall, laying under my sheet. I was sobbing. He stroke my back. "Harry, listen, That girl.. she's a friend of my sis, she had feelings for me and tried to kiss me...". I didn't say anything. "so I descided to take her for a walk and explain that I didn't have feeling for her, but that I am in love with you". I turned around. "Harry, please believe me, I would never want to hurt you". I felt a tear rolling down my cheek. He stoke the tear away. "I love you, Harry". He hugged me tight. He laid down next to me under the sheet. Still holding me in my arms. He kissed my forehead. "Please don't cry, Harry". I sniffed. "I'm s-sorry I didn't b-believe you" I said. "It's okay, harry" he kissed me.