He's Not Afraid

Chapter 13

Harry POV

I didn't know what to do now. James just told that he would accept us. I was so confused. Tomorrow was monday and I didn't know what the day was gonna look like. I decided to just go to bed.

The next day I just went to school. I walked into the schoolbuilding and went to 1st period. In the middle of 1st period the principal walked into the classroom. "Harry?" "Yeah..?" "Can you come with me for a moment?" "Uhm sure.." I didn't know what the problem was. The whole class was staring at me. I didn't know what I did wrong. I didn't do anything wrong. We'll see. I walked into his office. "So Harry, do have any idea where your brother is?" "Jason?" "Yes" "Uhm no.. I don't know... isn't he at school?" "No, he isn't here, I called your parents and he isn't at home either." I was confused, where would he be? He's friends are at school so he wouldn't be with them. "Well, we'll find out thank you for your help" "Ofcourse" I stepped out the office and went back to my classroom. "What happened?" Niall asked "Jason isn't at school nor at home" "That's strange..." "Indeed..."

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Niall and I were sitting in the cafeteria at lunch. Suddenly Liam ran into the cafeteria. "Harry!" he ran up to me. "What?" "Something is wrong with Jason!" "Yeah, he isn't at school" "No, Harry something is really wrong, come with me" he sounded very worried. I followed him out of the cafeteria. I saw Zayn looking worried towards me.

"Liam slow down, where are we going" "To the princapal Harry, he told me to look for you."

I walked in the office. Liam stayed outside waiting for me. "Sit down, Harry" "W-What's wrong?" "We have just been informed that ... " it was silent for a moment. "Jason... jumped in front of a train this morning." "What?!" "I'm sorry, Harry" "N-No..!" I couldn't hold it any longer. I started crying. Liam heard it and came in. He didn't know what happened but just hugged me really tight. "W-What's wrong?" "J-Jason.. H-He killed himself"

For the rest of the day I sat in the princapals office. He called my parents and told them the story. I couldn't believe it. Jason was such a happy boy. After a while my parents went home. They asked me if I came with them but I wanted to stay there. The princapal said is was okay. My parent went to my grandparents house. School was over, I walked to my car. People were staring at me with compasion. They must've heard. I still had tears in my eyes. Then I drove home.

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I came home, ran upstairs and threw myself on my bed. I started crying in my pillow. I didn't know what to do anymore. Thats when I heard someone come in. "Harry?" it was Zayn. I stood up. He saw I was crying. He ran up to me and hugged me tight. I cried into his shirt. He rubbed my back. Then he picked me up and went to the bed. He layed down with me. I had my head on his chest, still crying. He wrapped his arms around me and rubbed circles on my back. We didn't say anything. He just listened to me crying.