I Have You (sequel to Im Grown)

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-Anthony-
    Don't get me wrong I'm really hurt, deep down I just wanna stop being a guy for one hour and just cry my eyes out like a female, but I wanna set a good role for August, and I wanna Abigail to know that her father is strong.

I'm also angry that My own fiancé actually tried to kill me! All the I love you'd and shit was a lie.😑

I slept in the guest bedroom last night because I couldn't stand the sight and presence of her, even if I love her. I wonder what other secrets she hasn't told me....yet.

I was in Augusts room playing tricks with him as Abigail was watching tv next to us.

"Daddy..." August started.

"Yeah" I continued playing with my truck.

"Do you love mommy?"

"...Yeah I do, why'd you ask?"

"Well this morning when you were still sleeping me and mommy had a talk"

"Which was about" I sat up and focused on him.

"Mommy woke up this morning crying, her eyes were, what's the color? Oh yeah red! And I asked her why she was crying and she said "your daddy doesn't love me anymore" I was confused then she explained and she said she did a lot of wrong things to you that she regrets. I still don't understand though" he shrugged.

"Oh lil mm daddy stil loves mommy no matter what" I kissed his cheek and got up.

"We not playing truck no more?" He pouted.

"Sorry August but daddy has to take Abigail to nap because she's sleeping the. I have to go meet Ashley"

"Oh you mean the pretty lady from yesterday? I like her" he giggled.

"Aight man, love you" I dapped him up.

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-Brianna-

"Ashanti am I a horrible fiancé?"

"If I answer you might not be my best friend again"

"I know I'm horrible!" I cried. I've been crying since last night non-stop.

"I miss him T, I really do! I love him! I should have never agreed with Jordan on that stupid deal!"

"Why did you?"

"Because I was tired of my life being ruined. When it gets great something turns it awful, and when it gets awful something turns it...awful! I went to Jordan to talk to him and he made me make a deal with him. I have to kill Anthony to get my happiness back" I cried.

"You were going to take away Anthony's life, his happiness...to gain yours? That's cold Bree, it really is. All these years you've been telling me how much you love Anthony and now you want to kill him? I do t understand you, you're my best friend and I love you but right now I don't know you at all" she rolled her eyes and got up and left me in the living room. I got up and followed her.

"Ashanti please, I need you right now, you're the only one I can come to right now the time of need."

"Bree, I love you but I can't help you, I'm sorry"

"FINE! LAST TIME I COME TO YOU FOR HELP! I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU!" I yelled and stormed out of the house. Useless hoe.

I sped through the road furious but sad at the same time. Everyone is just fading away in my life, my fiancé, my best friend, next it'll probably be my kids. Before I new it tears started pouring down my face again. Why can't I keep my emotions in check?! I banged on the steering wheel.