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Wake up

Royce POV
I slowly opened my eyes . My vision was blurry , but I could breathily see things . I slightly moved cause my head to let out a sharp pain .
I quietly hissed as a tear or two fell .
We're is he ?
I slowly lifted my self into a sitting position , here and there moaning at the pain .
Finally I got my self out of bed and placed my feet on the floor .
I stood up slowly , and made my way to the door . What day is it ? How long was I out for ?
Shaking my head slightly I grasped the railing type thing and made my way down stairs .

I took a small step into the living room and almost imidiatly all eyes were on me . Ashton , Michael and two other guys were there . Ashton quickly got up and ran to me , but I flinched and backed away .
"Baby  I -"
"Don't " I whispered , not finding the power to talk like i normally could .
He ignored me and pulled me into a hug . I start to wimper and let tears fall .
He stopped hugging me and looked in my eyes , but his eyes flickered to my nose and cheek .
" what have I done ?" He muttered , guilt and regret clearly laced into his words .

I looked over to Michael and gasped at how he looks . His nose was a purpley blue colour , and a dark black eye covered his face .
I tried to jog to him . Repeat , tried . But once I got to him I placed my hand over his cheek .
"Are you ok" I croaked out , my eyes watering .
" I'm fine Roy , I'm fine " he smiled , but I could see hurt behind his eyes .

He placed his hand on my cheek and lightly caressed it .
"This is my fault . I'm so sorry Roy "
I tried to pull him into a hug but I got gently pulled away by Ashton .
I didn't fight . I just kept my eyes on Michael . Once he was out of sight I turned to face Ashton .
"I'm sorry princess " he apologised . 
I sighed and nodded . I didn't forgive him , at all , but I'm not going to argue and fight with him , because let's face it . He is gonna win . I'm at the disadvantage . I'm the weak one . Just like at school.
"Go kill yourself !"
"Your pathetic and weak"
"No one cares about you , do everyone a favour and kill yourself"

The memories filled my head . But I shook it of , well tried to .
"Thank you baby . Do you want to get cleaned up ?" He asked , I just nodde , he frowned abit but what can he say ? HEY DONT NOT TALK. TO ME JUST BECAUSE I KIDNAPPED YOU AND PUNCHED YOU IN THE FACE?!  Like no.
"Ok you can get a shower and I'll lay some cloths out. I bought you some , and don't worry , there all black " he half laughed .
"Ok " I whispered and made my way to the bath room .

I looked in the mirror a and cringed . This wasn't me .
I had dark under eye circles . I was pale , and I looked a lot skinnier .
But what stood out most was the black and purple bruise that spread from my nose to my cheek. Ashton did this ? Because me and Micael kissed ? Possessive much ?
I stripped of my cloths and turned on the shower . Stepping in I let the water travel down my back and smiled . This feels nice .
I did my routine and stepped out and wrapped myself in a black fluffy towl. Hehe black ....
Walking out the bathroom , still only wrapped in a towel . I picked up the cloth from the bed .
Grey sweatpants and a black long sleeved top. Must be having a lazy day , well it's not like I can go anywhere anyway so basically everyday IV been here has been a lazy day .
I changed into the cloths and dried my hair , then putting it into a messy high pony tale .
Instead of going to Ashton I hopped in bed and fell asleep .