Him...

Shh

Royce POV

A stinging sensation in my hip caused me to wake up . I looked down at the marking . He is sick . He said he wouldn't hurt me . That he would never lay a hand on me again. Well this hurt . More than a punch might I add .  I sat up and placed my hands on my hip . I walked towards the door and crept into the living room .

Sighing I sat on the window ledge and began watching the raindrops race to the floor .
A tear fell down my cheek . I want my mummy and daddy.
I jumped when a hand was placed on my shoulder .
"It's just me baby it's just me" his voice rang in my ears .
I stood up and looked him in the eyes .
"YOU LIED YOU SAID YOU WOULDNT HURT ME !" I screamed , a mix of anger and pain in my voice.

"IM SORRY ALRIGHT ! " he screamed back.
"Why did you do this Ashton ? Why did you kidnap me ? What do you want from me ?" I whispered , more tears making there way down my now wet cheeks .
"Love Roy. I want you to love me . I have loved you forever Boo. I need you too love me back "
"I can't give you what you want " I shook my head and went to walk away , only to be tugged back .
"You will love me Roy . Like it or not "
"Go to hell " I spat and ran to the bed room .

I slammed and locked the door behind me . And began to sob. I don't know why . But I just couldn't stop crying .  I heard the door open , but I ignored it . And continued to cry .

I got pulled into a lap . Ashton's obviously . He turned me around so I was facing him , my legs around his waist , my head tucked into his shoulder as I cried .
"Shh baby girl don't cry . It hurts to see you cry " he cooed , rubbing my back as he spoke.
"I-i don't know what to do anymore " I cried into his shoulder .
"Shh baby , shh I'm here ." He whispered .
Then began to sing .

"Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know (know)
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me
That's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home [4x]

Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me
Well, that's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
Wait for me to come
Home "

Ashton POV
I looked down to see  Roy fast asleep . Smiling I stood up , her still in my arms and made my way to the bed . Shrugging my jeans and top of I began to undress her and place one of my My chemical romance shirts on her . Smiling lightly I placed us both under the covers and pecked her fore head .

And fell asleep .

So , IV been down lately . Idk . Do to u guys have any advise for me ? I just don't feel like happy anymore . I just can't be happy , and I can't really explain it .There's always this feeling in my stomach . I am not able to sleep until around 3:30 am.
Idk what's wrong with me . Anyone know ?