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Ash 5/12/15

Royce POV
Michael parked outside the house , but he didn't move. Instead he held my cheek in his hand and whispered a small sorry .
I didn't quiet get what he meant until I got dragged out by Ashton . But I didn't struggle . I had to help Michael . And when I know for sure his family are safe . I'll get away .

"Now"
Ashton yelled , then and there , who I assume is mikes family came running to him . I smiled slightly , knowing I had a part In letting that happen .

But my smile faded as I got dragged into the house and the door slammed and locked shut . Fear suddenly took over me . My breath started to quicken . He is going to hurt me .
Ashton held his hand up causing me to flinch .
He saw and lowered it down .
"Baby I -I told you is never hurt you again " he whispered , his hand on my knee . (I'm on a couch )
"O-ok " i stuttered , still scared of what he may or may not do to me .
"But you still escaped " he stood up and started pacing around .
"And me and you both know what happens when you try to get away from me boo "
I gulped but nodded .
He flipped me over his shoulder like a rag doll . 
I didn't struggle . Cause what's the point in fighting it .
I couldn't see we're we were heading but we started to go downstairs . Into the basement ....
I got placed on a cold metal table . But panic rushed threw me as I saw the clamps . I went to get up but he slightly pushed me down as a clamp went around my waist .
He took my wrists into his hands and clamped them together to as well as my legs .

"Calm down boo"he whispered as he went to a small table .
He came back with a tube of some sort and a knife . But as soon as I saw the knife one word appeared in my mind . DEATH . He is gonna kill me .
"NO STOP DONT " I screamed , tears pouring in my eyes .
He sighed and slapped a strap of tape over my mouth.
I continue to cry threw the tape as he set a chair up for him self .

My throat ran dry . Causing me to stop screaming . Just sobs and whimpers .

"Shh , this is gonna hurt but you'll be ok " he tried to calm me . But I just started to cry more .

Then I felt a horrible burning pain on my hip . I screamed and tried to get away from him . But I couldn't .

Finally the knife left my hip . But the burning sensation did not . The clamps left , and as soon as they did I ran upstairs . But as soon as I got to the last step , I collapsed.  An indescribable pain hit me . I fell down , my hand clinging to my waist , and started to cry .
Ashton rushed to my side and scooped me up , and walking to "our" room. He layed me down on the bed and listed my shirt . I looked down and gasped .
He had carved the word ASH 5/12/15
Tears welled up in my eyes .
It's my name and the date I got you . He smiled softly rubbing my back .
"Leave me alone " I said , trying y best not to cry .
"Baby I-"
"I SAID LEAR ME ALONE"
I heard him sigh and leave.
That's when I broke down . I hold it all up inside of me until I'm alone .
I wait for everyone to fall asleep a I can't brake down .
I take showered so no one can hear me cry .

"I WANNA GO HOME "I screamed Into the pillow .

I  cried myself to sleep

Hey , sorry IV not been updating .  Been pretty off this week ❤️