"AAAHHHHHHH" I woke my self screaming.... again.
'why is this happening again..." I think to myself as I pass back out.. I normally stay up as late as I can till I pass out just so I don’t dream, but it didn’t work this time.
*BEEP BEEP BEEP.....*
"FUCK." I said as I threw a pillow at my alarm clock. “Its to early!!” I said getting out of bed.
‘and here it goes again’ I thought to myself.
Another school year, another school, another house, and stupid fucking town!! When I was little it was always me and my two older brothers taking care of me! Then my mom and dad decided they wanted part of our lives….. That just made it worse! I mean I love them and all but they constantly argue and fight!! But the best thing they did for me was gave me my little brother…… well seven years ago both my older brothers moved out, more of got kicked out! But I’ve taken care of John since he was basically born nearly 5 years ago!
I walking to my closet and picked up the closest shirt I could fine and put it on then went look for my favorite part of skinnys and put them on. As I walked down the stairs I heard John and mom giggling at something. As I walked around the corner into the kitchen I saw john and mom still giggling and looking into the oven.
“What are ya’ll looking at?” I asked laughing at them.
“SISSY!!!!” John yell running at me as soon as he saw me. “We made muffins and they have coco chips!” John said excitedly.
“Yummy!” I said to John as I picked him up and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
“EWWW!!”
I just laughed at him.
“Where’s dad?”
“Hung over in the office” mom said angrily with a smile.
“….. ok? Well I gotta go first day of senior year.” I smiles awkwardly and gave thumbs up.
“NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!” I heard my dad screaming and yelling through the house.
He stomped through the kitchen pushing me and John in to a wall and pushing my mom from in front of the oven, and grabbing the muffin pan bear handed and throwing it across the kitchen.
“WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THING YOUR DOING WOMAN!!” My dad yelled at my mom.
“WHAT EVER I WANT!!” My mom yelled.
John screamed, clutched me tight, and buried his head into my shoulder…… The one day I thought would be good and my dad flips for no reason. I got out of my day dream and looked at my mom and dad. He had both her wrist in his hands and the look in my moms eyes told me ‘GET OUT NOW TAKE JOHN! GO FAR WAY!” My mom told me when I was little this day would come…. She told me where to go and what to do. I was to little to under stand at that point but now I understand… if only I paid more attention, I don’t remember exactly what she said.
