My Blonde Superman

Strings Inside Of Me

Jason pov
I watched as the new kid made Piper laugh. She never would laugh with me like that. Why do I even bother. I was too chicken to go and apologize. If I was in her place I would be mad too. Well if she's moved on then I should too. The thing is, I'm not ready too.
   I went to the restroom and took out my only friend during my junior high years before I met Piper.

~~~~~~~~~~~~flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Luke and his crew were leaving next year and he wouldn't be seeing his favorite 6th grader punch bag. So he decided to pay a visit. When Jason was eating lunch by himself, Ethan snuck behind him and scared him. When Jason was little his sister Thalia would always teach him these cool self-defense moves. It payed off when his reflexes kicked in. He punched Ethan in the face before he could even say,"BOO!" (This is good and bad. The good part, he saved himself from embarrassment. The bad part, he however did not save him from being bullied even more than usual.)
Every day after school, Luke and his friends would gang up on him. They would take turns kicking and punching him. They even threatened him if he told anyone, all his love ones would be in trouble. So He kept quiet and let them abuse him before he realized a solution. After the punch bag session, he would lock himself in his bathroom and cut himself multiple times until one day all the strings inside him broke. He went into full depression.

~~~~~~~~~~~flashback over~~~~~~~~~~~

When Piper came into my life, it took a turn. I remembered what it feels like to be happy; without feeling sadness or loneliness. I became popular and I slowly stopped getting bullied. Without Piper, I would still be hiding under a rock. She helped me more than I could ever repay her. And now I'm being an ahole by letting her suffer. She won't need me when I'm gone. And without much thought, I slit my wrist. I stopped cutting when I realized I had spelled out the only person who mattered to me. Piper. But that person was long gone.
      I got detention for skipping PE and Chemistry but I don't give one. No one will care when I'm gone. No one will probably even notice. So I did the thing that seemed right. I just kept cutting.

A/N Please don't hate me.