You guys ever get those moments where you really wanna talk to someone. But like... call them, and not just message, because you're doing something else, but you really wanna talk to people?
Cause I'm having one of those moments right meow, but none of my family would talk to me about the things I wanna talk about, and I dun wanna bother my friend Peyton, and the rest of my friends are like... busy or something... I dunno. I just want to hear another person's voice, because as much as I hate socializing, I freaking love everybody! (except myself, but dun worry about that. >:3)
So ye. I'm trying to draw but I want to hear others around me. I wanna talk to people, or at least be around people having a conversation, while not having to like continuously look at my phone or computer to write something...
I dunno why I am like this, and it bugs the hell out of me. I mean... I guess it makes me feel lonely, and being alone is only fun in a group, but sort of looses it's charm when it's true. (If you know what song that's from, bravo. Bravo.)
So yeah, now I'm feeling like shit... And none of my normal therapeutic things are working. Soooooo, yeah. My life is great.
Now I need to shut up because brain is telling me that nobody cares about this, and that I should delete this and not post it, because it makes me seem like and attention whore. But hey, who am I to listen to my stupid brain... Maybe this will find me help or shit. Even if none of you guys really care, I mean... I would just be here for the story too.
NOT SAYING ANY OF YOU GUYS ARE LIKE THAT! NONOONONONONNONONONONO! I love you guys! My brain just makes me believe stupid shit.
Anyways, again I love you alllllll. ~Taba ^~^
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That Special Kind of Love
RandomUhhhhhh. This was brought on because my brain didn't want to study for my finals. It'll all be explained in the prolouge, which I wrote after I was done with my English final. I need a life. Also Undertale. Ye. Skeletons. Freaky fish guys. Dinosaurs...
