That Special Kind of Love

Ch-Chapter (FUCK WHAT CHAPTER?!) 16! 16!!!!!

H-Hi.. I'M BACK BABY! AND IT SMELLS REAL OM NOM IN MY HOUSE BECAUSE OF ON NOM FOOD FOR DIN DIN! AND NOW MY CAT WANTS CUDDLES! AND I'M LISTENING TO GAME GRUMPS! AND I NOW HAS PIZZA ROLLS! And this is the only way I can prolly stay calm cause MY BESTIE IS STILL NOT UP AND SHE KEEPS ME FUCKING CALM!

As I sit there, pouting like a little child, I realize that Alphys could be completely and utterly lying to me. It might not be possible for them to cure my haywire magic, she's just trynna make Sans and I sleep in the same bed.

That thought makes my entire face turns red and I slide down into the couch, hiding my face. I really wouldn't put it past her, because her crush (they aren't dating.... yettttt) is pushing us together rather quickly.

However... I grinned and slipped off the couch with the most shit-eating grin before skipping up to Alphys' room. "Alphysssssss~" I say knocking on the door.

"Y-Y-Yes? C-C-Come in." She responds.

I open the door a bit and grin at her she gulps as I close the door and sit down in front of it. "Hey, tell me the truth. Is that actually something that you researched, or is it just a hypothesis... Or, are you just trynna set us up even more than we already are?" I ask.

She blushes a bit. "It's a hypothesis, and pp-pr-partially th-the o-o-o-o-other th-thing..."

"Oh. I understand~" I say, smiling. "You know. I think we should go to the park tomorrow and get dinner. I don't mean it as a date, but more as a I want ta become better friends with you, ya know?" I ask with a smile.

"Y-Y-Y-Yeah... I gu-guess" she says.

I smile brightly and hum softly. "Or we could stay here and watch Mew Mew Kissy Cutie together. If Undyne would drive me to my place I have all the seasons. But we should skip the second one. That was shit. The rest of them make up for it though." I stand up and stretch. "We could invite Undyne with us too, eh? Or maybe just have a big anime watching party in the living room?"

Alphys' eyes brighten and she smiles brightly. "I-I-I-I wou-would lov-love that!"

I smile warmly and forget about my scheme to get the two lovebirds together, figuring someone would make them see. That's how soulmates work, right? Those two definitely were. "I'm gonna go. I think I'll go ask Undyne if she can drive me to my house so I can pick up a few other things. Who knows how long John is gonna make me stay here. N-Not saying I don't like it here, it's lovely and homely and..." I mumble something before shaking my head and forcing a smile on my face. "I wish I could stay forever, but I guess that would be a not good thing, eh? You guys don't need someone famous here, for all we know fans coulda already figured out where I am and is swarming around here. Shit. That's terrifying. Anyways. Imma go." I hastily make an exit and dash off to find Undyne.

Undyne wasn't too far away, just in the garden. I tap her shoulder gently and smile. "Hey."

"Hey Punk!"

"Would you mind driving me to my home and picking up a few things. I don't know how long I'll be here and I figured I could pick up some of my art stuff so I have something to do for a few days. I'll talk to John bout how long I'll be here, but once he says I'm good to go, I'll be outta your guy's hair... Or lack of hair on some of you." I smile and laugh gently.

Undyne rolls her eyes, "Yeah I can drive you. One second."

I smile and wait for her before she tosses me over her shoulder and walks to the car. I blink and laugh waving to Papyrus as we pass him in the house. 

"HUMAN! ARE YOU GETTING KIDNAPPED?!" He asks.

"Nope. Undyne apparentely just doesn't like me walking."

"You're way too slow punk!" Undyne says with a grin.

"I'm faster than you Undyne." I say rolling my eyes.

"Sure punk."

We get to Undyne's car and I poke in the address for my house in her gps and let her drive, relaxing. I listen to her music and quietly sing along humming through most of it, since I didn't know the lyrics.

As we finally pull up to my house I look at it, sigh, and unbuckle myself. "Hey... You may wanna stay here, in case someone is still in there..."

The windows were smashed, my safe was out in the yard, someone had tried to open it, but failed. Good thing I keep everything valuable in there... I think before stepping out of the car and closing the door. I shove my hands in my pockets and walk through a window.

I take in the sights and sigh quietly before grabbing my pocket knife from my back pocket. I look back and wink at Undyne. She was staring right behind me in horror and hurridly unbuckling herself and pushing out of her car. "WATCH OUT PUNK!"

I raise an eyebrow before turning around quickly, but it felt slow, like time slowed. I suck in a breath when I see what it was. That man... That had wanted me to be his little girl is holding a gun aimed right at my head.

"Fucking monster bitch." He says before shooting.

I watch keenly as the bullet makes its way towards me, mentally forgiving everyone and hoping everyone would be doing good while putting up a barrier around this man and I, so if I died he would be stuck there. I kept my eyes closed, waiting for the bullet, but it never came.

I pop my eyes open when I hear a scream. The man had a blue spear in his heart, and the bullet was frozen right in front of my face before it dropped unceremoniously. I watch as it falls before falling with it, in time, just as fast. I become a small ball of tears and I hear a couple of voices, but I don't really hear them, my mind yelling at me.

YOU SHOULD BE FUCKING DEAD! BUT YOUR FUCKING MAGIC GOD DAMNED SAVED YOU! BUT YOU'RE A FREAK AND NOBODY WILL EVER LOVE YOU! EVER. YOU SHOULD BE FUCKING DEAD BECAUSE THEN EVERYONE COULD LIVE A PEACEFUL LIFE! FUCKING CUNT YOU COULDA JOINED YOUR FAMILY AND THEY COULD'VE MADE YOUR LIFE HELL!

BECAUSE.

THAT.

IS.

WHAT.

YOU.

DESERVE.

I whimper as the thoughts intrude my head pocket knife held tightly in my hand. I open my eyes and do as the voice in my head compels me. I open the blade and drag it across my skin.

Btw, Undyne is busy trying get a hold of the cops, and had made sure I was alive and that was about it. She left from around Katrina to go call, thinking she would be fine.

Also sowwy that this was heavy.

God.

I was happy but I dunno. This mental shit sucks and makes my happiness turn into nothingness in a mere second.

But anyways.

Next chapter will hopefully be put up tonight or sumffin.

Love all you guys!

~Taba ^~^