Love Is A Hard Word

omgg!!!!!!!!

I went to my room got undress and went in a deep sleep I was thinking about Kevin we was hanging out and he kiss me I kiss backed we made out for 20 mins then I stop he said what wrong ma I said nun I just don't know if I want to be with u again u hurt me I don't want to get hurt again Kevin said ma don't worry that hoe did not mean nothing to me she was a thot I was drunk I was not thinking ma the only thing I want is your forgiveness I want to be with u and my son fuck them hoes I want u and nobody else tears came down his face wow this my first time seeing Kevin cry he really do love me I should get back with him give him a second Chance after all u have to forgive somebody but this his last chance
Woke up omg what was I thinking I really do miss Kevin I should call him

Calling Kevin
Kevin hello
Me hey
Kevin wassup
Me nun I want to talk to u in person
Kevin is err thing right
Me yeah meet me today at the mall
Kevin OK ma see u there
End of convo

I got in my car went to the mall I saw kevin standing there I walk up to him and gave him hug he hug back we went to get sum to eat he said what u want to talk about I said I miss u I miss u and travion I want a family I want to give u a second chance but Idk if u want to Kevin said of course I want to be with u OK I fucked up ik I hate myself for that I want a family with u I started to cry and said so what are we he said whatever u want it to be I kiss him he kiss me them I pulled back and said let's go shopping he said OK we went to finishline footlocker forever 21 rue 21 every store and we got travion some stuff he getting big on me he is turning 1 next month he is growing to fast but me and Kevin went to pick up travion from his granny house he was happy ask we went for ice cream and to the park I really miss my family I love all of them.

That it for today!!