Forever Love

Chapter 5

April POV.

10 days, after beating Laqueeshiana's ass,  I came back to school.  Kayla and I has gotten very close over the few days. She came screaming at me from down the hall.

"APRILLLLLLLLLLL! babyyyyyyy", She screamed. "Oh My god, here we go." I said to myself. "Girrrrl, how 'bout Joc ain't came to school since you been suspended. This his first day back.", she said in a hurry. I switched all my weight to the left side. "Girl, stop lien." I managed to say.

She looked at me like, bitch do you think I'm lying. "Girl I wouldn't lie about that." Then the bell rung. "Girl ima hit you up later." I said as I walked back to class. When I walked in, the same old was happening, bitches popping gum, and twirling cheap ass weave. I flipped my REAL hair, and sat down at the back of the class.

Joc walked in the class, Laqueenisha said, "Hey daddy,". I stood up from my seat and walked to where she was. "hey what?" I said. She sat back down. Joc & I walked back to our seats, at the back of the class.

I put my head down, dozing off until I got a message from Joc.

BDJ ; My dick got hard when I seen them pants ma.

I looked over at him smirking, as he looked back at me, laughing at me. I guess he felt like playing, but I'd win this game. I threw my pencil close to his desk and asked him to pick it up, knowing he wouldn't. Once he said no, I stood up and turned around in his face, bending over to pick my pencil up and looks back at his facial expression. Thats when the bell rung.

"See you later, daddy, right?" I looked at him with lust in my eyes.

2 weeks later. 

April P.O.V.

 I was sitting in Mrs.Johnson's class when I noticed Joc wasn't in class today. I texted him to ask where he was and got no reply. 

I was starting to think it was because of what I was going through at home and how I started to come off on him. I'm thinking about going to see about him later. 

I laid my head down for the rest of the class until the bell rung.

When I got to lunch, I saw Joc, Michael, Kayla, Mya, and Kareem at the table and made a mental note to speak to Joc later.

I headed to the lunch line and bought my hotwings, going back to the table as Joc stared at me.

"Can I help you?" I asked him. "Why you doing me like this?". "You haven't been talking to me what am I supposed to think?"

"We can talk about this later, April."

"Nah, I won't be seeing you today, after school," I said and grabbed my hotwings, leaving the cafeteria.

As I was walking down the hallway, I saw Laqueeshiana. Once she saw me she almost immediately looked down. I chuckled walking past her. 

The rest of the school day went by well except for Joc trying to talk to me. I knew I had to go home today, I just didn't know how it was going to turn out.

I'm so scared to go home because I don't know what my mother would try and do to me.

I really didn't feel like dealing with her today. I have been going through alot with her and I want to just leave it at that and go on by my day.

As I walked up to our house, I used my key to unlock the door, letting myself in, looking around. I noticed no one was home. I headed to my room to grab some clothes, grabbing my black PINK sweatpants and a white spaghetti strap with my black lace panties and bra set heading to the bathroom. I showered for 20 minutes, putting my clothes on, doing my hygiene before heading to the kitchen to get something to eat. I heated up me some pizza rolls and put a little ranch to the side before heading back to my room. 

After I ate, I put the plate into the garbage and took an 2 hour nap. I woke up to yelling.

"NIGGA I LET YOU EAT HERE BITCH!" I heard my 'mom' yell. "BITCH I GAVE YOU THIS GOOD DICK HOE. ALL YOU GOOD FOR IS SUCKING AND FUCKING." Chuckling to myself, I put my earphones in my ear, going to my Savages playlist, turning on 'Break Em', humming along to the song, tuning them out. 

I pulled my earphones out of my ears when I realized my door opened. "I'm sorry, April", I heard my mom say. I chose not to reply. "I really am, I should have listened to you. I've decided I'm going to go to rehab, but that means you'll have to stay with Joc and his mom for a while." 

I took a long pause before replying, "You're sorry because he dogged you out. Everytime you do this, you always say, 'Oh baby that's my last time sniffing', yet you know it's not. Everytime a nigga dog you out you come back with a fucking sob story. I'm fucking tired of it. I bet you didn't know my birthday is coming up huh? A pitiful ass, no good as mom. I understand that your mom only calls once in a while, but it would be nice to have a full-time mom around." I said, storming out of my room heading towards the door. 

I looked around, noticing it was very sunny outside and I had no shoes on. I turned around heading back inside of the house before someone grabbed my arm. I turned around to swing until I saw it was only Joc.

"What do you want?"

"I came to apologize, I know I hurt you, but I couldn't face seeing you so hurt. When you came to my house the other day.. it did something to me. I pushed it past me until I saw you in class the other day. I saw how you hid your pain so well and it did something to me."

"Joc, just because you see me hurting doesn't mean block me out. When I'm hurting is when I need you the most. We may have just met but I'm developing a strong, growing bond with you and I'd hate for it to be torn apart. You can't just up and stop talking to me when you feel I'm at my worst. "

"April, you're right and I'm sorry. Can I have a hug?" I agreed, tightly grasping his waist, pulling him into a hug as he'd hug me back. I released his waist. 

"I guess I'll head back in the house now", I said.

"Yeah, how's everything going in there? Do I need to come in?"

"She apologized today because her and the bitch nigga got into it. I feel like it was forced, but I'll deal with it. It's nothing you should be worried about anyway. Head on home."

"Okay, I'll leave call me if you need anything." "Alright."

Heading back into the house, I saw my mom laying on the couch, crying very loudly with a very large bill from the movers she hired. I grabbed it from her sighing, seeing "$1,453.67". Pulling her into my arms, I rubbed her shoulders, looking over at the bill over and over again as the numbers began to play in my head.

Sorry I haven't been posting. It took my a while to see where I wanted this book to go. It's not the longest or the best but, it should do for now. Vote this book please. I should start posting more. <3