December 26, 2015
since my last update I've forgotten everything and am going to update anyone reading this and hope no one gets mad?
I started high school in august like most people at the school I've been attending since 6th grade
it has no sport teams, no buildings made itself (they've been bought from banks and bowling alleys and stuff)
they're way too hard on kids
I want a normal high school life.
during being there I got 5-6 detentions in which normal high school I wouldn't get
I had a new best friend, maddi moon. mia was in my class and it was kind of awkward but it's not like I hate her, we just aren't friends so idk..
somewhat. through first quarter I got tons of doctors and medication for anxiety and depression that I am still on.
on 9.18.15 I got a boyfriend that goes to my dream high school and he's amazing but I broke up with him because I realized how much I like being alone
maddi and I were assholes and she only annoyed me and nothing else.
she wanted to go to her dream high school the following semester and I wanted to go to mine but she could only go in December so she told me to wait to move schools so she wouldn't be alone
me being the good friend, stayed.
a week after that with a month and a half I'd say till december, she fucking left me. in a school where I hate everyone and everyone hates me and I just ugh.
so I got a group of nerd friends in my class and one was like in love with me and the others like idk but they were temporary with me honestly.
I got through this semester without maddi and with only my best friends kaija and tatum.
kaija has other friends so we don't really hang out much and it makes me really sad but there's nothing I can do and I just need to be happy for her because she's finally at a point in her life where she's finally okay...
tatum lives in another state so yeah.. I do t get to see her often but she's amazing.
hey the update let me add emojis
it's been forever since I've been on wattpad gosh
now starting jan. 11, 2016 I'll be attending my dream high school in which I hope I can't be alone and feel better...
I feel like kaija likes her new friends more and it might even be true but she, besides tatum is the only one that makes me happy so it's really sad and if I tell her she gets kinda mad and I don't want her to be so I just leave it alone..
tatum has other friends but I can't be jealous so yeah..
my mom is getting married to this lady so cool and they want me to move from my grandma's house to be with them but I'd have to go to a different high school and I'm not okay with that at all so idk..
my life is so fucking up and down idk if I should say I love it or hate it
don't read my other wattpads. they're hell.
I think that's it tbh so I'll update this when I do. bye byyeee
