Heartbeat

01. Moving On

When people hurt you over and over, think of them as sandpaper. They may scratch and hurt you a bit, but in the end you end up polished and they end up useless.
~ Chris Colfer

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Michael had come home late again tonight. I wasn't nieve I knew another women warmed his bed at night. I didn't have any prof of his infidelity but I had a gut feeling. Call it a women's intuition. I just knew. I wasn't aware of how long he had been unfaithful to me or how many women he had pleasures and made love to beside me. All I knew was that I wouldn't let him hurt me any longer. I wanted to tell somebody to share my pain with someone and allow them to comfort me but I refused to be weak.

He came home late often. His musky scent having floral scent to it that I knew didn't belong to me and wasn't there before he left. I Sat on the old worn couch that was once my mothers. The sweet spicy smell of cinnamon could still be smelled in the cushion of the couch.

Out of all the times he broke my heart this one was different. I felt relived almost. I felt as all the bad would soon be washed away and I could start out fresh. So I sat there patiently waiting for his arivel. The clock struck 9:52 and the sound of a key entering the lock echoed throughout the room making my heart beat faster. I was surprised he usually didn't come home in till much later. I knew that this worked in my favor. The sooner this was over the sooner I could move on. He walked in laying his coat on the back of the couch and striding to the other side to were I was. He leaned over and I could feel his hot breath on the back of my neck. His lips moved to place a kiss on my neck knowing were things would lead I moved to stand up acting as if I wasn't aware of his display of affection.

"We need to talk," my voice was calm and steady I was finally ready. Ready to put him in the past and look towards the future. I knew that I would be able to move on. I deserved better than him.

"How did you find out."

I felt a slight annoyance at the fact that he thought I wasn't going to find out.

"Contrary to what you May believe I am not an idiotic nieve child," I stayed slight annoyance in my tone.

What, did he think that I wasn't going to find out. He moved around and placed himself stiffly on the couch he knew he had been caught. At least he didn't try to denie it.

"So she told you then," he said frustration entering his tone.

I smiled inside enjoying the fact that he was effected after all of our current events. But that smile was soon replaced by confusion. "So she told you then"
Who was she. He said she as if I knew who she was. I quickly hide the confusion that I'm sure filled my eyes. I wanted to know who she was. But I would bot show weakness. I Will not be seen as pathetic especially in front of him.

"I told Lisa not to say anything till I got the chance to talk to you."

My world froze. Lisa. He couldn't mean that Lisa could he. No not my best friend Lisa. His mouth was still moving but I couldn't seem to understand the words coming out of his mouth. My legs wobbled all feeling seemed to leave my body, And I landed on the floor the carpet digging into my bare knees. I didn't think that he could hurt me anymore than I already was but he proved me wrong. How could I miss that. How can I not see that they were sneaking around. Was I that blind.

"Kathryn!" he feel to his knees in front of me and gripped my arms keeping me from failing on my face.

I was in to much shock to shrugg his hands off. Worry seemed to cloud his eyes, as if he actually cared. With that there was a knock at the door and before he could get to the door to answer it Lisa walked in. Her appearance looked as if she just rolled out if bed. Her blond hair was put in a messy bun, and she wore a pair of sweats from the high school we went to. Her eyes zeroed in on me and I could see understanding flash through her eyes. Her eyes clouded with tears. Her mouth opened but jo words came out. No. She wouldn't do that to me, but her face said the exact opposite.

"I'm so sorry..." she said advancing towards me.

It was to much. Everything was just happening so fast and my brain hadn't yet comprehended everything. I started to get dizzy and my vision started to blur. I could hear there voices but it seemed as if they were so far away and with that I fainted.
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I hope that you enjoyed the first chapter. If so please vote and comment. I know that there is probably a lot of spelling and grammar mistakes and I'm sorry. I will have someone edit it hopefully soon.

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