Extreme Problems (1 direction)- sequel to Family Conflicts

CHPT16- i dont have a reason

*janes pov*

It's been about a month since the boys found out, Zayn is still in the dark and Niall and I are doin great. Except, I feel bad for lying to Zayn, I feel angry at myself for keeping this for him, I just want to tell him but Niall won't give mr to Explain why I want to tell him. Niall is afraid I get it, but what if Zyan finds out he's not angry about us, he's angry that we lied to him, that I lied to him. I just feel so guilty, I try to hide it, and I think it's working, no one has really noticed.

I walked won he stairs, like a usual day I was wearing black shorts and a strips blue top. As I got to the bottom of the stairs I stopped, I could hear whispering form the kitchen. I knew Zayn wouldn't be up and I saw that his door as closed, I listened closer to hear it was the other. It's wasnt that hard to make out what they'd ere talking about.

"She wants to tell Zayn the truth" Niall's easily noticed Irish accent said

"Maybe you should listen tier" I think Liam said

"Yeah, you wouldn't wan to drive her away" Harry said, I diffently knew it was his voice, it had a different hint though, it wasnt the same cockiness like usual. It was sincere, caring, loving, this was a side I have never seen on Harry

"I can't just tell him I'm dating his sister" Niall said in his defense, making me a little sad, why couldn't he was I a joke or something, did I not deserve him

"Well maybe you should take what Jane thinks into consideration" Liam said I smile at the thought that someone at least has my back

"The last thing any of us want Is for you to lose her". Louis spoke

"Yeah but it would never work" Niall said breaking my heart with the words that came out if his mouth

"You must have a real reason for you not wanting to tell Zayn" Liam asked

"I don't" was all Niall said. I decided I Didn't want to hear this conversation any longer, I came from the stairway and made my way to the kitchen, the whispers became dead at that moment.

"Good morning all" I said smiling at them all, when all I wanted to do was ignore each and everyone of them

"Morning Jane" Liam said Niall hugged me and I cringed at it, I looked to see that Liam had noticed the movement I had, he had a concerned look on his face and I looked down

"What will you all be up to today" I asked

"Well we have to record, except for Liam" Louis said

"Lucky" Harry whispered

"You guys make t sound lie its such a bad thing" I said leaning on the counter

"I don't think you really understa-" Louis started but stopped I smirked

"I don't think you quite understand you guys are lucky, you weren't hiding your real identity from the world You guys didn't need to change everything little detail about yourselves like the colour of your eyes or hair" I said

"I guess so"

"If Liam is e only one, shouldn't Zayn be up" I said looking at them

"Isn't he up" Harry asked wide eyed

"Nope" I said

Niall, Harry, and Louis all screamed at the same time "Liam"

"Hey it's not my problem today' he said shrugging

"Have fun" I said as they slouched forward and walked up the stairs.

LATER THAT DAY

"Are you sure you don't want to come" Niall asked again

"Yes, it will be weird showing I quit the music business" I said as I looked into his blue eyes

"Well we'll be back soon" he said and I smiled.

i shut the door and turned to see Liam staring at me. I walked forward to the kitchen and started to look around, for something to distract me.

"Ok spill it" Liam said crossing his arms

"I don't know what your talking about" I said trying to make it look like I was absolutely clueless, but like usual I failed miserably

"Don't play dumb, what was that Earlier when Niall hugged you" he asked I didn't want to tell him, I had a feeling like he wouldn't understand. But them again he is the only one out of all the boys I would talk to, so I guess here it goes.

"I don't know" i said sliding down to the floor, Liam knelt down beside me at that moment

"You like him right" Liam asked me

"Of course I like he, I just feel so" I couldn't finish my sentence and he seemed to notice that

"Different" he said and I nodded

"I hate it, I hate seeking around, I hate lying to Zayn, I hate not being able to go into public and holding his hand. I feel so angry and saad and guilty all the time" I said making me feel angry that I was admitting this to someone other than me.

*liams pov*

As I listened to janes reasoning I felt bad. She just wanted to come out, to share her happiness with the world but she can't do that.

"I don't know what I'm suppose to do, Niall wouldn't listen or even consider what I want" she said placing her head in her hands. "I just don't know Liam, how I'm suppose to enjoy this if I can't be able to go out and scream at the top of my lungs I have a boyfriend and he's Niall Horan" she said looking at me with pleading eyes

"Well maybe Niall has a reason not to tell Zayn" I said knowing it was a lie from our conversation this morning

"Don't lie" was all she said

"What" I asked wanting to know how she thought i was lying

"I heard you guys talking this morning" she said and my head lowered

"I'm sorry Jane, but I think Niall has good intentions for doing this" I said, she wouldn't make eye contact

"I hope so, but how long am I suppose to wait" she said

"I don't know really" was all I could muster up to say, her gaze fell

"I can't do this forever, he needs to find strength to tell him or its just going to end. I can't wait forever" she said I could see the tears in her eyes forming

"Please don't cry" I said as I wiped away a single tear that fell down her face

"I don't know what to do anymore" was all she said as the tears came down her face, I brought her close to me thinking this was the only option.

"Everything will work out just trust me" i said as I heard her cry harder "I promise this will all work out" I said as we lead there on the floor. Just a year ago she was happy, now she's broken sitting on the floor crying. If Niall ad any brain he better consider what Jane has asked, before he loses her for absolute good.