CHPT18-6 letters left behind

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*liams pov*

Jane didnt come down this morning, we hadn't seen her since she had gone to bed, right now I'm in the car coming back from the studio. We all had to go this time, so it was just Jane at the house. I think it was good that she would be alone just for a little while, to clear her head.

When we got to the house we went to the kitchen at first.

"Jane" Zayn called but there was no answer. We looked at the table to see 5 notes, there was one at each seat they were all labeled with our names.

I picked up the one with my name and opened the envelope carefully. I flipped open the regular size of loose leaf and looked at the familiar messy scribble Jane called her hand writing

'Dear Liam,

I couldn't never ask for a better friend. When I first met you I thought you were a know it all jerk who didnt take no as an answer. Who would stop at nothing to get what he wanted, but once I got to know you I realized you are much much more.

Your different you care you are actually there. You don't judge your just the kind of person I was looking from when I needed help. I am really thankful for having your. And I know that this kills me to write this that its all over. It's time to say goodbye.

Goodbye Liam, i ill miss you and thank you for everything.

Jane'

As I read it I started to cringe what was she thinking this couldn't actually be happening.

*Harry's Pov*

'Dear Harry,

I'm sorry for all the trouble Ive caused you during the time I've been here. I do appreciate all the things you Have done For me. I know I pushed you away all the times you've tried to help, but I have come to realize that your intentions were true. Thank you so much for all you have done for, I will truly miss you. Like I've said to the others it is time to say goodbye for good.

Goodbye Harry, I'll miss you.

Jane'

*louis Pov*

'Dear Louis,

I don't think there was a better person for me than you when I first came here. You were just full with so much happiness you tried to help me but I refused. Im really happy I did, you just made my time here even more special. Thank you for everything you had done and tried to do for me, I really do appreciate it. But sadly it is time to say goodbye.

Goodbye Louis take care

Jane'

*nialls pov*

'Dear Niall,

Niall I don't know really what to say. I really did like you maybe it was love maybe it wasnt, but I can't live this way any longer. I feel crushed, broken, saddened. The guilt is weighing down in my shoulders and I feel as if I can't breathe. I feel like I'm living in the darkness an no one can bring me into the light. I feel as if you don care, but them i force myself to think you do. I've really tried to make this work, But I don't know what to do anymore. So guess this wont work anymore, I truly did want this too, but tis just not meant to be I guess. So I think this would be the best for me to say goodbye.

Goodbye Niall I hope you enjoy everything to the fullest, I'll miss you

Jane'

As I read the letter I felt as if my heart was shattered, I didn't like the thought of losing her. And it was all my fault I drove her away.

*Zayn's Pov*

'Dear Zayn,

Zayn when I first came here All I ever wanted to do was leave, but now that's I have gotten to know you I never want to leave. I couldn't am for a better brother than you. Yu were everything I ever wanted for a family and that's what you gave me from the beginning, I know I didn't listen and didnt show it that I appreciated it through the time I've been here but I did, I just have never had someone care so much for me. Now I need you to use that understanding I have come to love. Over the past month I has started to have feeling for one of your friends, now before you do something totally crazy hear me out. I never meant for something bad to ever come, or to disrespect you trust, or whatever you thought. I wanted to tell you but he wouldn't let me, he was afraid and I got that but I couldn't take it. I can't take this guilt anymore, it's just breaking me so I ended it. I don't really know what we were doing with this whole thing. Please don't blame him for my wrong doing, thank you for understanding Zayn. But like all good things they much come to an end.

Goodbye Zayn take care

Jane'

I hated this what did she mean goodbye, I didn't want a Goodbye. It wasnt hard to see that something was going on, I didn't care if she dated one of my friends. I would rather her be mushy with one of my best friend than her not being here.

Once I finished the letter I bolted for the stairs the boys were right behind me as we entered janes room. The room was exactly The same as it was the other day, except for the small letter that was placed On the ground. I grabbed the letter it read 'guys', I opened carefully and spoke.

'Dear guys,

You guys have already read your letter by now since you are reading this. I'm so sorry that I'm saying goodbye this a way but I don't think I said it to your faces I could say it at all, let alone be allowed to leave. I'm thankful for everything you all have done for me, your all special in your own ways. But I think it would be for the best if I just disappeared you all forgot about me. I don't think it would be good for any If us, if I stuck around. I'm not going to say don't look for me, good right ahead but I can tell you this once you'll never find me. Good luck, I'll miss you, and I love you. Try not to kill each other please.

Goodbye guys

Jane'

I didn't realize I was ripping at the paper till the end. "So that's it" I said looking up

"She just left" Harry said looking down

"You know I don't even care that you guys were dating, it wasnt hard to see that something was different. I'm angry to think you wouldnT tell me because of fear" i said looking at Niall "I would never wish for you to be unhappy, I would deal with it"

"I didn't know what to do" was all he said

"Now my sister is out gods knows where thinking is did. Something. To ruin everything" I said looking at the window

"What are we going to do" Liam asked

"She doesn't want us to look but I am, she wouldn't stay here and I know that, she wouldn't go to. London, there maybe a lot of places, but she's a very picky. Girl, she wouldn't just go anywhere" said and Liam agreed

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 04, 2013 ⏰

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