Extreme Problems (1 direction)- sequel to Family Conflicts

CHPT17- a person like you

*janes pov*

I've tried to pull myself together for Niall's sake, he seems to not notice anything he really hasn't asked so I guess that's a good sign. The cringes and flinching has become a habit whenever he touches me like hugging, kissing, or even just throws his arm over my shoulder. Liam had been there for me, the only one who has really helped me. The let boys have noticed the way I've been acting and have asked but I just pretended like I had no idea what they were talking about. Zayn doesn't know anything, I just wonder how long can one boy be clueless for.

I still feel terrible with all the guilt and sadness saying down on my shoulder is destroying me, but I guess Niall doesn't care. I have been keeping my distance from Zayn whenever he wants to hang out with me I turn him down. I can't spend time with him, when I feel so guilty about this who thing. I'm slowly breaking and I don't know how long it will take till I totally snap.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I saw Zayn snap his fingers in front of my faces as we sat in the living room.

"Huh" was all I could say as I saw their concern faces, Liam had an understanding face and Niall wasn't even looking at me

"Are you ok Jane" Zayn asked

"Yeah I'm fine, I'm just a little out of it today" was all I could say to them, it was true actually, but it wasn't just today it was everyday. Everyday I was out if out of it, I haven't acted like myself in ages.

"You seem out of it a lot come to think about it" Louis said

"Really I haven't noticed" I said as I looked at them all

"It's like you've changed or something" Zayn said I lowered my head

"I don't think Ive changed" was all I could say, with out feeling like I just totally lied to the one person who loves me. Before I could be questioned any further I got up "I think I'm going to go to bed, I'm not feeling to great"

"Are you ok" Zayn asked standing up

"Yeah I think I'm just tried, I'll be fine" I saw Niall look up at me his eyes were filled with plead not a bit of guilt like I knew mine were filled to the top with. Zayn nodded and I moved for the stairs, it was bout 9:30. I didn't feel tired but I had to leave, I couldn't take the questioning anymore, If I stayed any long I would of told the s every right them in there without hesitation.

THE NEXT DAY

It was quite early in the morning maybe 10, I saw Zayncar pull out of the driveway, he was off to the studio again this morning. I did my normal morning things like usual as I was about to go down stairs my door opened. I looked up to see Niall, my face dropped at that moment, I feel less for Niall, I still like him a lot maybe it's love but I hate that he won't just help me, he's being a coward. And I'm suffer ending for it.

"Jane we need to talk" was all he said

"Talk" I said looking down

"I don't know what to do anymore everything was fine but now it's all wrong you turn away, flinch at my touch, loss contact once I come around. I don't know what I'm doing wrong" he said I met his eyes for about the first time in days

"Niall I don't know what to do either, I've tried to tell you" I said and his expression changed it looked dark angry something I have never seen from him before

"We can't tell him, we won't" he said with a hint of anger

"You don't know heat it's doing to me I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can barely breathe this guilt is eating me alive" is aid showing him what Only Liam knew