Y? I hate my life so much I made my best friend hurt and I hate myself for it I will do if I lose her and I'm not kidding I love her as a friend so much and I can't lose her she means the world to me. She said she's leaving me and to never talk to her again and she said she found a record label and that she has to lose contact with me..I can't please may I die please please don't go Mariyana please