I feel like I'm a lost puppy not knowing were to go. With no direction of whether to be happy or sad to cry and or to laugh. I laugh when I'm sad to ease the pain and to make others think in OK when in reality I'm not. I don't know when to cry really it seams I cry myself to sleep every night from the pain within I never know if I should know my way or be scared of the world....someone please help me find my way