Before the chapter starts I want to say that I know that binding with an Ace bandage isn't good for you. It can cause you to pass out and mess up your bone structure and things. I know first hand. I am and transgender person and I know of the dangers. Please don't bind with an ace bandage!
Dear diary,
Today my mom found me cross dressing in the bathroom. I had an ace bandage wrapped around my chest so I would be at leased a little flat.
I put on one of my brothers shirts. He's bigger than me but I'm older. His name is Sammy. I put on his shirt and looked in the mirror.
When I looked in the mirror I saw Dean, looking back at me. He looked so happy. I must have gotten lost in my head because the next thing I know my mother is screaming at me for looking so hideous.
Now I'm crying in my room, trying to forget. I can hear my mother talking to my father in the neighboring room. I don't know who I am anymore, and neither do they.
Danielle
