Dear diary,
My mom left to go meet up with some friends today. I'm pretty sure she is going to a bar alone because last I checked she didn't have any friends.
Nonetheless this was the perfect opportunity to see Dean again. I grabbed the clothes out of the my closet and ran into the bathroom.
I had to hide behind a wall on the way there because Sam was walking down the hallway to his room. After the close call I ducked behind the bathroom door.
I closed the door and looked in the mirror. I ripped off the skirt and blouse I had on. I grabbed and ace bandage and wrapped it around my chest. (DONT DO THIS!) I then replaced the clothes with my Dean outfit.
After resting the blue beanie on my head and clipping my wallet in, I looked at myself. I was finally Dean again.
I haven't taken it off all day. I've been avoiding my mom by not coming out of my room. Ever. It's been working so far.
Tomorrow I'm going to stand up to my mom. I'm not going to hide myself anymore. I just can't take it. I'm finally happy and hopefully she can recognize that. No more signing off as Danielle anymore. I'm not her.
I'm:
Dean
