December 27, 2015

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     Hey guys. I've been struggling lately, so I thought "Why not post something on Wattpad?"

     So last night, I was watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (great movie btw) and I was pulling of course, and I remember my brother came downstairs to say hello. He saw the hair on the ground, and he started to freak out. Of course, I did too. Not because of the hair on the ground (it was a normal amount for me, but a lot of hair for him) but because he was scared. Afterwards I took a shower to get the loose hairs out and my mom called the family physician to get an appointment. 

     I honestly feel awful. My depression is skyrocketing, pulling is getting worse. I feel so angry at myself because when I go on really bad pulling sprees like this, my mom will get sick with worry and I just feel like the devil because I'm causing her to be in pain. I'm doing this to her, and I just hate myself for it. 

     There isn't a bright side to this entry. Sorry guys :P

    


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