31 Days of December

1/1 (guy's reply)

This chapter is the Point of View of the guy.
I almost cried while typing this. HAHAHA. Drama ko lang ata yun. Pero. Ewan basta. 😂💔
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5 years later...

may isang lalaki ang nakatanggap ng isang message sa Facebook. Ito ay isang link sa wattpad. Hindi niya alam kung dapat niya bang buksan ngunit hindi niya rin napigilan ang sarili upang i-click ang link.

He starts to read the message.

He recognizes that the letters are from a certain girl he knew years ago.

Tinignan niya ang profile ng writer ngunit parang hindi na ito gaanong active sa wattpad.

Gumawa siya ng account na nagngangalang unknownguy at minessage niya ang babae.

Dear Ms. December Rodriguez,

       I am sorry.

I am really sorry that I have read this when it is too late for the both of us.

I wish I have seen this earlier.

I was blinded with her because she is my dream too but she dumped me.

But Ember, you are cute. You are such an amazing person. When you laugh, I wanted to laugh too.

Because I see you everyday, Your smiles comforted me. That's true. You inspired me to travel everyday.

Do you remember the time that I smiled at you? Yes, honey. I smiled at you. Not with my classmate but with you.

I also really admire your confidence when you have to pay the fare in the jeepney. You would say 'makikisuyo po' and 'salamat po' how I wish I have that kind of attitude back then!

It was kinda awkward when we shared in the same umbrella but it really made me happy. I also wished that we stayed a little longer.

The little things in you make you special, especially for me.

I am sorry for myself. I wasted your feelings. I wasted my time. I wasted my life without you. Now, I have realized that I need you. That all along, it's you who I want.

Now, I feel what you felt years ago.

I have a crush on you but you won't know.

I am longing for you.

But, the hell you will care.

Maybe you feel angry. Or maybe you hate me.

But I can't prevent that.

I miss you. I wish that I can turn back time and I will talk to you. I wish that I have chosen you than her. But you are right. It's already finished. It's already done.

Thank you for the memories, babe.

PS. I threw a coin in the wishing well. I wish all the best for you.
Even without me.

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Nagpapasamat ako sa lahat ng nagbasa ng story na ito! <3 thank you readers! Silent ka man or maingay! I love u all so much! Xx

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