I was crying in my room so hard my mother just called saying my brother was officially gone I wanted to die so bad and with things going on with Kevin it made me want to even more so many things going thru my head "what the fuck man,why him" I screamed as Shari came running down stairs
"Why YEO what the fuck I'm done I'm done" I said getting my keys walking out my room door
"Romiti wait"She said catching up to me "I wanna die" I said crying falling on the floor "it's okay romi everything is gonna be fine"~Shari
"Everyone says that no it's not it's never gonna be fine okay it's My brother how am I ever gonna be fine again" I said as Kevin came down the stairs with his head down "Romiti it's gonna be fine I promise" Shari tried comforting me as tears running down her face "I'm done I'm I'm I just need to go" I stated getting up walking to my car as Kevin came after me and got in his I pulled out the drive way and so did he I sped on the road going as fast as I could with tears covering my eyes causing me to hardly see Kevin right behind me going fast as well all of a sudden I stopped hoping he would hit my car and cause me to die but he didn't instead my car spun in circles causing me to. Cry harder all of a sudden it hit something everything so fast I heard screaming out side my door as if opened Kevin getting me out the car and caring me into his "leave me alone I want to die I wanna be with my brother Kevin"
"It's gonna be okay babe it's all going to be fine" he said making me feel a little better
"Ugh I know it's not I just wanna go I wanna be with my siblings right now I wanna see my brother"
"You are I promise baby girl I promise"~kev
"Stop lying to me just stop trying to make me feel better I can't at the moment we fight my brother is gone I just wanna go I'm over all of this I wanna be with my brother my mom how's my mom no this is too much I have to go to Sc right now"
"We are going we just need to go home you need to calm a little before something happens okay" he said probably driving home
"Ugh" I said hitting my head on the front of the car just crying while he rubbed my back we pulled up to the house and he carried me inside Shari in my room packing some of my clothes and Kevin doing so as he walked in my room "my mom is she doing fine"
I questioned and Shari just looked at me with hurt eyes not wanting to respond "we're going to sc I'm an hour" she stated instead of answering my question "I already bought the tickets my mom knows and yea"she said going into her room as Kevin came and laid next to me and hugged me tight "I love you babe"~kev
"I love you too" I said kissing his lips
We kissed till Shari came in the room
"Y'all ready"~Shari
"Yea" me and kev said together as he carried me to the car while carrying our luggage
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I didn't check my bad I just like writing I don't like going and editing I will eventually if it's for school buhh yea
