We got to my brothers house that he had bought here in ny "Derek" i screamed as we walked in
"Down stairs" he said as I heard the beat I was gonna be using for my song play
"YEO don't be mad buh we can't record" my brother said as I came down the last steps
"Why" I said sitting on a chair looking at him like wtf
"Cause the beat your using isn't fully done and I'm not bouta make you sound dumb" he said
"Omg so by when" I said just looking at him like why
"Probably next week"
"Why next week" I said cause why like just why
"Cause I needa finish another one too"
"Omg okay fine bye then" I said as I got up and hugged him and left with Kevin
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"That sucks" Kevin said as we pulled up to the house
"Your so annoying I hate you" I said walking in my room slamming the door he always does this shit I thought as he opened the door and came in after me
"What the fuck do you want Kevin" I said as he just smiled "what get out of you ain't gonna respond" I said as I started cleaning "look I didn't mean it like that" he said as I turned around "I'm done with you yeo" I said as my voice lowkey cracked hopefully he didn't notice "no your not cause when you said that you wanted to cry" he said "just leave me alone" I said as I got on my bed and laid down on my stomach and put my face into a pillow "babe" Kevin said as he came and laid down next to me "no stop don't touch me don't be near me just leave get out I don't want you here leave me alone were done" I said still keeping my face buried in the pillow not even looking up to see him cause I knew it would just end up to him running over me again and us being cool again and I don't want that I want to be taken seriously when I tell him to stop something I heard the door close and I looked up and he had left "fuck" I heard him yell as he walked downstairs and I just got out quickly and went rushing down the stairs I saw him laying in the couch and so I just went to the kitchen and got some juice and walked back upstairs
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Kevin hasn't came into my room all day he's just been ignoring me as I have been trying to do with him he messed up the relationship not me he brought the girl in he was the one who started the argument in the car with me he messed up not me he should want to fix it he actually cares like he claims I just laid there thinking till Shari came in and sat in my bed "wats up with you and kev" she said as I paused the movie
"He brought a girl in here while I wasn't here not saying I don't trust him buh she had half her clothes on when I came in and then when we were driving back from my brothers I told him bout my dad cause he asked and then idk what he's on buh he said well that sucks and it highkey got me mad and plus he's on something or was cause he was acting ode dumb and weird idk what he's taking buh he need to stop" I said
"He's so stupid I swear Wat could he be taking cause I def know he is taking something he just don't want us to know" she said as she grabbed my hand and got up and pulled me with her we went into his room why Shari why I just thought
