Changed Man

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Jalani POV

"Mom I just don't know why he's treating me like this." I cried into my mother's arms. Ever since I came back Amir has been nothing but mean to me. Every time he comes around me he always has something slick to say or starts an argument.

"Baby maybe you should just keep your distance from him until you have the baby." My mom said rubbing my back. Until today she didn't know what I've been dealing with everyone thinks he and I are just friends now, but we aren't even in a good place right now.

"I don't know. Maybe Mama. I just want things to get better I am so tired of arguing with him." I vented.

"The boy is just hurt baby. If you don't wanna give each other space then have a real conversation with one another. See why things are going the way they are. There has to be a reason for it all. He loves you I know that for sure. When you were away he constantly came over and cleaned the dust off of your furniture and made sure everything in your room was in order. He helped around the house and was a good company to me and your father. We didn't know that happened to you baby but we got through it. I'm sorry that you had to go through all of this." She said making both of us cry together. I love my mom and I wish I had told her the truth a long time ago.

Amir POV

"Where are you going?" This bitch asked. Shit I forgot her name. I just fucked her and showered now I'm on my way to take my maybe baby mama to her doctor's appointment.

"That's not your business." And with that I walked out and got into my car while listening to Fetty.

Like fuck what you heard, nigga, ZooGang winning, baby
1738, aye
Fore a nigga ever got a job, I got a gun, nigga
Only if you hear whoop-whoop then you run, nigga
Repping 22nd, screaming, fuck where you from, nigga
Aye, All hundreds, never ones now
Fore a nigga ever got a job, I got a gun, nigga
Only if you hear whoop-whoop then you run, nigga
Repping 22nd, Screaming, fuck where you from, nigga
All hundreds, never ones nigga

I'm a trap nigga, all I know is stack, aye
I hit the plug up, then get right at it
Vacuums suck the drugs up bitch you aint trapping
They know that I'm gettin' bucks now and Monty causing havoc
You niggas broke in the mud now, I don't give a fuck now
Tell me what is what now, you can catch a slug now
ZooGang gettin' drugged out, memories what this war 'bout
I just left the club now, this bitch had me bugged out
Fuck her on the rug now, fuck her in the tub now
Fuck her in the shower
I just popped a perc, man I've been fuckin' her for hours
Bring a lot of water, took a bowl up on this ladder
Bitch tryna fall in love now, bitch tryna give me a rub down
I just got the drop from your bitch, my niggas gon' run down

I pulled up to Jalani's house and got out my car. I knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer. A couple of minutes later her mom answered the door.

"Hey baby come in" she said moving to the side. She had on casual clothes and her hair was cut into a bob. I took noticed and complimented her.

"You look really nice Mrs. Wright" I said making her smile. She looks just like Jalani with a mocha complexion.

"Thank you baby. Jalani's in the kitchen." She walked away and I went to search for her. I got into the kitchen and saw her eating ice cream and strawberries. She was going in on that shit. She looked up at me and dropped her spoon.

"Hi." She said getting up and putting her dessert away.

"Hey. The way you was downing them strawberries and ice cream we aren't gonna be late. We got like 5 minutes.

"Oh." She said looking at me like she got something to say.

"What you want to say man?" I asked getting annoyed.

"Nothing. Arguing with you isn't even worth my time anymore. You are fully aware that you're an asshole" she said grabbing her bag and walking out the door.

"How am I an asshole?" I asked walking up to her and meeting her outside by my car.

"Only assholes ask how when they already know the answer.

"Yo I -"

"Listen I don't have time for this. You came here for one thing only and that's to take me to my doctors appointment okay." She said cutting me off. I should leave her ass.

"Chill with all that shit. Keep fucking playing with me bruh" I said getting in the car. I unlocked my door and kept hers lock to be petty.

"Um hello open up the door." She said pulling my door handle. I turned up my music and sang to it.

"Aye! Bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks. I know a couple" I said. I noticed she stopped pulling my door handle and she was speeding into her house. Damn

"Jalani!" I yelled after her. She ignored me and kept walking. She walked in her house and slammed the door in my face.

"Jalani open the door now!" I repeated that 10 times before she finally opened up the door.

"What!" She screamed at me. She looked at me with hatred and I notice she was dead ass crying. I felt a little bad.

"Come on we gonna be late." I said grabbing her hand. She clawed my hands and pulled hers back.

"Fuck you Amir. You don't give a shit about my baby and it's obvious that you feel some type of way about me so look you can go live your life knowing I won't be in it and neither will my child." She said to me.

Jalani POV

"Jalani chill with all that." Amir said to me pissing me off even more. He thinks this disrespectful shit will be tolerated! Hell no it won't be. I have cried too much over him and I have been too stressed because of it.

"You don't seem to understand that the shit you say and do has me fucked up. You treat me like your worse enemy. You are so disrespectful and it's like you can careless about what I have to say or how I feel. I understand that I hurt you when I left and I'm sorry for it. I thought we were trying to figure things out, but how are we supposed to move forward if you're being negative all the time? It's not right Amir." I said wiping the tears that have fallen from my eyes.

"See look at this shit. You don't understand that you lied to me! You fucking had me thinking you were gone forever and flat out dead for damn near 6 months! You bring your ass back pregnant when you showed me your damn pregnancy stick! You think I'm suppose to be okay with you being back now? Hell no Jalani! It don't work like that. I spent nights searching for you, days thinking about you, and month's wishing every single one would be of your return. Now I see you and I want us to go back to where we were but how can we! You see things so one sided and it isn't even funny my nigga. So you wanna know why I'm a changed man well there it goes." He replied.

"I left for us." I said lowly

"You what?" He asked with an attitude.

"I did it for us" I said louder.

"How the fuck did you leave for the both of us." He asked I noticed his jaw tightened.

"I didn't want you to get attached to the baby knowing the baby might not be yours. I didn't want you to get hurt. I did what I believe was best for myself and for you." I replied truthfully.

"No. What you did was selfish! I told you I would protect you and that we would get through this together! You didn't even let me get the chance to prove it. You left me without looking back man!"

"Amir I-"

"Nah save it. Find your own damn ride to your appointment." And with that being said he left me standing there with tears running down my face.

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