I'm lost. I've never been more lost than I am right now . I used to love life. I used to be a happy person but now , I just can't find the pleasures of living anymore. Ever since he died everything seems to be so different. I look at life differently. Getting bad grades used to matter but it really doesn't anymore.
Sky looks at me weirdly and asks " You ok? "
I can't even handle her asking that question anymore. Sky's been my best friend for like seven years & I know she's asking it because she's worried but it's really driving me nuts.
"Yes" I say "can you stop asking me that question please?"
She nods.
Miss Tessa our french teacher asks:
"How would you like to die ?"
What the hell.
"During your sleep? Because of heart attack ? I know that it's a hard topic to discuss but I think talking about it with you students might be helpful."
Helpful ? nice joke . The last thing I want to talk about is death. What an ugly word. Death. Death. Death.
I want to leave the class , I want this course to end , please make the bell ring.
Ten minutes later it finally rings ..
As soon as I get home I run to my bed & start crying . I can't do it anymore , I miss him so much. So so much.
I sit at the table with Gregory , my ten years old brother, & we eat quietly. Then he starts talking about his school day & about what he learned. Then he asks:
YOU ARE READING
What if it wasn't a love story
General Fiction"Don't tell me who you are . Don't even let me discover who you are by giving me hints . I think that your lungs and your spine protect your heart enough from damages but you just keep building more fortifications around it and never let me know wha...
