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HEY DEER, this is just something I thought of while at my sister's.. I think it's cute. I got the Ed Sheeran CD FINALLY. I finally convinced my mum to buy it for me. Yay! Hope you like it c:
Warning: Mentions of suicide, and may be attempt of suicide
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*-* Zayn's POV *-*
I smile as I walk into my boyfriend's apartment, "Babe!" I call out, walking into the living room, to see Liam, my boyfriend, on the couch crying, "LiLi, you ok?" I ask him, he looks up at me, and glares.
"Don't." He states, I furrow my eyebrows, what?
"What babe?" I ask completely confused. He glares at me harder.
"Don't 'what babe' me, you kissed Louis!" My eyes widen, "No! He-" Liam cuts me off, "Get out." He spits coldly.
"W-What?" I ask, no.. Please no..
" I didn't stutter, get. Out." He growls, I let the tears I was holding in out, "Don't even." He growls.. I look up at him sadly.
"Okay.. I'll just be going then.. Um.." I pause, unsure how. To tell him what I was going to.. "Well.. I h-hope y-you find someone who can love you more then I can.. I hope you know I will always love you.." I sniffle, and walk to the door, I shut it behind me.. I put the note I was going to give him under a rock in front of the door, saying 'Meet me where we first met.. Xx' That was going to lead him to the beach where I had a ring waiting with a heart around it, asking him to marry me.. I write something below it, 'When will we see that nothing is what it seems? When will we realize we can't live without each other? That we hold each other down? That when we see a //bridge// we cross over it, or jump?' I pause, debating if I should write it or not... 'I won't ever be a bother to you again, you hate me now, so what's the point of life? Oh right... It isn't one... Good Bye. Love, Zayn.. P. S. I'll be dead by the time you read this.. Find someone who will love you more then me.. If it's possible..' "You still here, cheater?" Liam asks coldly through the door.
"Good bye.." I whisper. "Forever." I start crying while walking to the bridge.. If he doesn't want me, who does? My worst fear is coming true.. I'm going to be alone. I never wanted to be alone, it's a dark place. While I'm walking, I see Nando's, its where we had our first date, where I thought he'd reject me. Where he didn't.. Where he said I love you too.... I sigh and look down.. I thought I'd die with him by my side, instead I'll be at the bottom of the lake/river. I smile sadly, funny how things never go the way you plan.. I feel my phone buzz, and look at it. /Liam
I whimper, "No he doesn't, he never let me say he kissed me... I was going to propose to him.. But he doesn't love me anymore.." I whisper, lost in thoughts of slipping a few more inches, to fall to my death. The last few inches.. "If he doesn't love me, what's the point?" I whisper.
"Zayn! I love you! Look up baby, yes, yes I'll marry you! Yes you're forgiven, I know you didn't kiss him, he kissed you! Baby, look up, look at me!" He cries out frantically, I look up to his eyes. I whimper, and shoot into his arms.
"I thought you didn't love me anymore. I thought I was going to be /alone/ Liam. /Alone!/" I cry out, he knows about my fear of being alone. I look up at him, to see his eyes widen, like he just remembered my fear.
"Oh babe, you'll never be alone, come on. Let's go home and plan this wedding." He says smiling, I smile back at him.
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O N E * Y E A R * L A T E R
"Do you, Zayn Malik, take Liam Payne as your husband?"
"I do."
"Do you, Liam Payne-Malik, take Zayn Malik as your husband?"
"I do."
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This is /really/ short.. But oh well, hope you liked it, if you did, leave a vote, and a comment. And Follow to become a Narnian today! (
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