Chapter 8

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Elena's Pov

My alarm started going off so loud I put my pillow over my ears to drain out the sound. But it didn't work so I just turned it off and went back to sleep. Or at least I tried until it randomly started going off  again. "What the fuck" I yelled I looked at the time and I really need to get up. We have been in school for 10 weeks there is still so much to go. Well there is a bright side to this it's my last year then I can go to Yale my dream school. Well I hope I get in at least. I've been getting accepted to all these really amazing colleges but I want to go to Yale cause that's where my dad went. My dad died when I was a baby my mom told me he was drinking and driving and he ran off a cliff. Ever since she told me that I know that's where I wanted to be so I can have a part of my dad. I got out of the showers and got some clothes I got out my crop top sweater with the shoulders cut out, my high waisted black pants, and my ankle boots. I picked out my white earrings curled my hair and did my regular makeup routine.Then I crawled on my bed and checked my phone i had texts from the usual people my team mates and boys that want to get with me. So I just checked Instagram I was scrolling through my news feed when something caught my eye. "No fucking way" I whispered aloud it was Sammy and Ethan kissing i think there drunk so they will wake up and freak the fuck out about this. I laughed at the thought I guess I'll just ask her about it at school. I got up and got all my stuff walked across the hall. I opened Ethan's door to wake him up for school when I saw him and Sammy cuddled up together on his bed. I smiled maybe I should let them sleep I quietly closed the door then walked down stairs grabbed a muffin and got into my baby. Then drove off to school every morning I drive in to the parking lot and get out literally everyone stares. So as I'm walking into the school I am passing by a group of football players. As usual they whistle and mumble how hot I am. But then I see this brunette guy that had a hot back like matts but matt isn't on the football team then matt turns around. I was surprised at first but thought I'd ask later."Oh hey matt how was the carnival I texted you yesterday but you didn't answer." I said then he said "Woah someone's being clingy your not my girlfriend so I don't have to text you it was a one time thing now it's over." Then his douche bag friends started laughing. What happened to him I can't believe him he was nice and sweet to me what happened. I looked at him in disbelief then walked away tears started to well in eyes. I walked to the bathroom and stopped my tears from falling. I would have worn water proof makeup if I had known matt was going to be a dick but I didn't. So I calmed down then the bell rang for first period to start. I looked at myself one more time then walked out of the bathroom.I got to my first period sat down in my seat the teacher came in and we got started with our lesson.

Flashback

It's been 4 years and he hasn't spoken to me. I miss him even more everyday I  don't even know what i did. I thought he would give up and start talking to me again but he hasn't. So I'm gonna go to his house and talk to him to at least get some closure. Finally the day is over I walked home. I have my permit right now then next year I'm gonna do my drivers test to get my drivers licence. I get on his street I still remember his address I get to his house finally and I'm in front of the door. I let out a heavy breath cause I'm so nervous finally I get the nerve to knock. He immediately opens the door he looks taken back a bit. I am so afraid now do I get right to the point "Colton I miss you and I need to know what I did when we're younger. I want to know cause I can't live with the guilt of not knowing why all the sudden you started hating me I need closure. He still looks shocked then he says " You deserve to live with the guilt you and I both know you know exactly what you did. You don't deserve any closure your nothing but a whore and i hate you get the fuck away from my house." Then he slammed the door in my face. I sat there stunned then tears started streaming down my face. I ran all the way to my house. When I got to my room I jumped on my bed and buried my face into the pillow and cried. I started falling asleep that night I dreamt all the good times Me and Colton had.

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