TFP Fanfiction-- Hello

Hopeless

As Akirah began to slowly wake up, a sudden painful processor-ache struck her. She opened her optics to find herself in the med.bay. She wished she could remember what happened last night. With a sigh she sat up and looked around. -How long have I been sleeping?-She asked herself. Akirah noticed Knockout resting his helm on his desk. Soft snores could be heard in the dead silence. With another sigh, Akirah got up and walked over to him. As much as she wanted to wake him up only to tell him that he'll be more comfortable in his berth, she didn't want to get yelled at. She had enough of him yelling at her. It shattered her spark even more.

"Do you honestly think that I have feelings for you? You're so delusional."

Those words echoed in Akirah's processor. She wished he didn't mean any of what he said, but the look in his optics and the tone of his voice ... yeah, he meant every single word. She didn't understand why. -I thought they welcomed old comrades with open arms.- She shook her helm and walked out of the med.bay.

The dimmed halls where quiet. So quote that she can hear her own spark beats. Akirah felt fear in her spark whenever she walked alone. That's why she liked being in the med.bay where she's at least a little safe. Though she doesn't know what Knockout might do to her if he went insane.

"Knockout~" Akirah whispered his name as she stopped dead in her tracks. Her fingers gently touched the necklace she has been keeping ever since she joined the Autotobts. The necklace that Megatron really wants. The necklace that he will kill her for as everybody watches. All Megatron was doing now was giving her chances.

Akirah walked to the flight deck. Flying isn't easy for her. The moon was out and full but not the stars. "It must be so lonely up there." She said to the moon. "As lonely as I am here." She bit her lips. She didn't know what it's taking the Autobots to come for her rescue. Something was telling her that they're better of without her.If she could, Akirah would have rescued herself, but she can't. She was still a broken bot. "Maybe I don't want to go back." She was confused. She felt like wherever she would go she won't be welcomed with open arms.

Tears began to gather in her optics. Ratchet felt like he's the worst medic in the universe because he can't fix her. Arcee saw her as an enemy, and hated her the minute she came. Optimus Prime didn't find any use for her. And the rest didn't really notice her. Pressure was building up inside her spark. "I just wish I could prove that I can be as much of help, but I know I'm nothing but a broken bot that can never be fixed." She felt useless. She felt hopeless. She felt unwanted. She felt hurt. She felt depressed. "I might as well give Megatron what he wants since there's no place for me to stand anymore~"

"I'm glad you finally came to your senses."

Akirah gasped as she heard a deep, threatening voice that belonged to no other than the Leader of the Decepticons. The second she turned around to confirm, she heard a blast. Soon, she felt pain and numb. Akirah looked down at her chest. Right under her necklace, there was a big bleeding wound.

"Say goodnight ... forever." Megatron smirked as he watched her spark slowly fade.

As much as I want to wake up from this nightmare, I know can't, for I am already awake

To be continued ...