My thoughts are more hopeful and less in tense as I am believing that there is always a person out there this is meant for each one of us weather that be a rock, film star or even a footballer or even just your average someone that people can look up to by not only how they look but how they treat other people there is no use in looking up to someone who will treat people like shit telling people to fuck off and saying to them to do things which are in humane telling you to do drugs to steal from shops and to have a criminal record because if u look up to people like that then well you look up to who ever you want to but you have to know ur limits towards what u do and how you act because you are more or less likely to be that person you look up to so just remember your limits and what you are and are going to do/be like in the future.
You deserve more then just a waking up to text message from someone you care tremendously about and reading them saying "I love you" or "Hey babe" the simplest things can make a girl one of the happiest girls in the world but when they say "I love you" instead they mean "I'm just going to say it to make you happy and not bitch and moan to me about how you thought you meant the same amount to me as you think how much I mean to you" this kills every single girls dreams of believing in and wanting to be loved and not knowing if in the future people will love them back, we feel as if we have to read through the lines and to go into so much detail about one small simple message which can lead to the other partner getting sick and tired of answering the question "do you truly love me?" There for making the relationship something in which the other person doesn't want to be in. Just remember that there is always that one person out there in the world which you never knew who it was until you feel it.
In my life there have been moments in which I wished I was dead where I wished all the pain and suffering would all go away and the only way I thought that could happen in is by pulling the trigger or letting letting the razor dance over my skins only giving me a couple seconds for breath to enter my body, those thoughts stayed in my mind for a long long long time but now they are gone but not completely they come in my head but I find away to get them out but my tip to everyone is to listen to music to quote Mitch Lucker "keep listening to music cause it gets you through everything, I promise" and to this day that promise is true (in my opinion) I say this because it's a way in which people can link there problems towards the lyrics which they know that by that one lyric it can help so many people because music is something you can link to and it won't disagree with you or talk back to u it's just there for u to listen to and for it to help you
