Loving in silence

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Casey didn't talk to me,not in English, Math,chemistry he just sat there and read my lips but didn't replied or smile or show any signs or if he did reply it was to tell me to go away and it was killing me.We are at the last class of the day and I ordered a present for Casey.I'm not trying to buy his forgiveness but I think it would help.

Casey had gone to the bathroom with Dale.I was sitting in history at the back,the teacher wasn't in there so the class was doing there own thing.About five minutes later they came in,Dale practical lift Casey up and put him down in front of me.

"I'm sorry Casey".

"Not".he mumbled crossing his arms.

"Why do you think I'm not sorry?".

"You took advantage of my hearing and sneak out".

He was right i did .I get him if we were to go any further in this relationship would i do it again?

"I know and I'm sorry,it was a very fucked up thing to do and I hope you forgive me,it won't happen again,I promise you that".

"You could have cheated and I would not know".He mumbled and I raise a brow.

"You know what cheating is?".When that left my mouth I wanted to take it back.

Casey glared at me before answering "How fucking dumb do you think I am?do I look like a idiot?I might be deaf or don' have a lot of experience but fuck you!i hate you,fuck your girl slut too".Casey yelled before he stormed out,leaving everyone in shock mostly me.I can't believe he just say all those things,girl slut?

I got up and walked out the class room.I have to get to Casey before something happens he was walking down the hall,his hands balled into a fist.I ran to catch up with him and push him against the locker gently,taking both his wrist so he could escape my hold.

"Let.go".

He said in a stern and cold voice and for a second I wanted to but I had to talk to him.
Next thing i know Casey was swinging at me,he hit me once but I caught his hands after

"Casey I'm sorry please calm down".

He didn't answer just kissed me,pushing his tongue into my mouth.I was confuse because he always shy about kissing me when we're not in our rooms.I didn't kiss back and he notice,I gasp when I felt his hand on my crotch,I held his wrist and broke the kiss.

"Stop".i said.

"No".He glared and kiss me again,pulling my belt he was clearly upset and wasn't thinking.

"Casey stop,I mean it".

He glared at me before he started crying.I let go of his hands and he covered his face with his hands and cried harder.I pulled him in for a hug,allowing him to cry.

"Why you push'n me away".He sob into my chest.

I rub his back and waited for him to look at me before I talked.

"I'm not pushing you away,you're upset and angry and I'm sorry I make you feel this way".

He just shook his head.

"Please just listen okay?".

It took a minute before he answered with a nod.

"I love you".I blurred out

After reading my lips his eyes went wide.

"You're lying,again!".He said but I shook my head.

"I love you......for you,I love you for being you.I love your lack of words,I love that I can treat you like a baby,i love your giggles,your smile,I love hanging out with you,I love when you blush,I don't think your dumb Casey,i love you please forgive me you're the best thing that ever happened to me".A sob escape my throat and my eyes are blurry from tears but they will not fall.

"I-I...I forgive you.....I love you too,always".A tear ran down his cheek and I wipe it away,kissing him deeply.

" Malik Preston ?".

I pulled away from Casey and smile when his present had arrive in time.I  covered Casey's eyes with one hand and sign the paper with the other then thank the man.

"What going on?".I took the bear and roses from the man and let go of Casey's eyes,he gasp when he saw what i was holding.

"Howy shit".

"Before we go any further,stop saying bad things".

He nod rapidly and I gave him the bear,then the roses.

"Thank you Mawik".He cooed and hug the bear,he gave me back the roses so he could hug the bear tighter.

The bell suddenly ring and the hall ways were soon filled with students,smiling at Casey and I.Casey was now sniffing the bear and mumbled 'strawberry' guess the bear smell like strawberry.

The bear made Casey look like a four year old but he looks too cute hugging the thing.

"Name Jace".He giggled.

"Your boyfriend is so cute".Shiloh cooed making me smile.

He and Dale came up to us and they smile seeing that Casey was okay and had forgiven me and I could be more happy.

I'm going to tell Alice to stay away from me,this is a part of Casey I don't want to see again.