Dear Scott,
I guess it wasn't your fault. I understand why we didn't work, that you couldn't keep it up.
I understand that you didn't like lying to your family and your friends about who I was. You wanted to be normal. You didn't want to have to live in fear of being found out.
I guess, just, the sad thing was, I thought it was real to you. I mean, my feelings, what we had between us. I thought it meant something to you.
I think that's what hurt the most, honestly. The knowing that I was just an "experiment" for you, to realize that you were just as good getting it up for girls.
I don't think you've really grasped it, Scott, what I'm talking about. You used me. Like, some toy, to figure out what you liked. It didn't matter what I felt, or that I had feelings too. Only your reputation mattered. We met on your time, on your terms. I had to wear a disguise because you were ashamed of me.
It's only after I left that I realized, you were really selfish. I can't believe I was your boyfriend. Did you ever really love me?
-Honestly,
Mitch
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No Feeling
AcakScott and Mitch were an open flame that burned bright. But, all the circumstances surrounding their secret relationship caused the fire to burn out too quickly. Read to witness the letters exchanged begging for forgiveness, for understanding, for...
