Picking Up The Broken Pieces

Chapter 3- What happened

(Maya's POV)

" Okay start with Charlie," Katy said with enthusium in her eyes.
" We were at Topanga's and Riley was talking with Charlie. He walked out after he had to leave. Apparently he went to Lucas and told him that he better not show up at Riley's party or it would mean trouble for the both of them. Lucas being the rebel that he is," I smiled when I said that sentence, but it was okay because my mom knew how much I loved him, " showed up at the party anyways. Charlie went up to him and told him that he should go fuck himself and not to talk to Riley ever again. He went to talk with riley. Nothing romantic, Charlie was just so jealous of Riley and Lucas' realationship even though at the campfire Riley comfronted Lucas about their relationship; she said that she loved him like a brother. Charlie asked if there was anything going on between her and Lucas. Riley doesn't know quite how to explain it, but she said that he approached her violently and aggravated, so right then and there she broke it off and has refussed to talk to him since."
    My mom had a suprised look on her face and her mouth eas wide open
    " That is so harsh. I cannot believe he did that to her. He doesnt deserve her.
    " Hell no, he doesn't, and to think I used to think he was a good guy .
    " Anyways," my mom really wanted to know what happened at the campfire, " what happened between you and Lucas, I swear maya if you made out with him, and didn't tell me. I am going to be heartbroken because you know how much I am obsessed with your love life."
    " I wish I made out with him," I mumbled.
    " What!" My mom was so intrigued; it was the exact same tone that she used when one of her favorite characters on television shockingly died.
    " Did I say that out loud?"
    " Yeah."
    I looked down ashamed then began telling what happened.
    " Mom I have never loved anyone like I love Lucas."
    " What about Farkle?"
    " I loved him mom; emphasis on loved, but this was different I knew that he actually cared for me and wanted to make me feel better when I was sad or cuddle with me when we would watch a movie."
    " That's so sweet. Did he tell you that he loved you?"
    " No, he told me in front of the whole class that he wanted me to be happy. His exact words were, I don't want that for Maya. I want her to be happy."
    " That's is so adorable, Maya. Cherish his cute moments, Maya because you never know when they could stop."
    " I cherish them more than you will ever know, mom."
    " Good."
    " Anyways, we were at the campfire and Lucas and I were alone. He asked me if I liked him and I lied and said no. Then, he asked me word for word, so you don't make fun of me becuse you like me? I didn't give him an answer. He asked me why I made fun of him. I told him because your easy to make fun of. He told me okay, then stop. I told him because your a Huckleberry and a Ranger Rick. Again he told me to stop. So I gave it to him strait; not really I kind-of lied, but anyways. I told him look if I had feelings for you, don't you think I would come right out and say it? Then I told him well, I don't, so what I do say is. Hahurrr and right as I said that he grabed my face to kiss me. It was like a fairytale until, he backed up. I think he backed up because I was shocked. You could see it in my eyes. He wants me to be happy, so he didn't kiss me. Mom, but our lips were millimeters apart, and I wanted to kiss him like they do in the movies, but I couldn't. I was just to scared in that moment. After, he backed away from me he stared into my eyes. He knew that I was socked. It was like he was checking to make sure I was okay. I asked him why did you do that? He told me he was sorry, but in the end, I ended up telling him that he didn't have to be sorry and that of coarse I liked him; He was a good guy. I ended up walking back inside and I just went in my bed an thought about what had happened for hours. It took five hours for me to understand what he and myself where feeling and how we felt about each other. Now I don't know what to do."
    My mom hugged me as I had a sad look on you face.
    " Sweetie, I am so sorry, you will get to make out with him one day."
    I looked at her and smiled. That joke was pretty funny, but this was no time or jokes. I went up and into my bedroom.
     When I get emotional about Lucas I put the song Like I'm Gonna Lose You on repeat, and I always end up crying about the part were when they ee walkin on the moonlight. It's is just too sad. I left the door unlocked while I silently cried with the song. There were tons of tears running down my face, but I didn't care. It wasn't like anyone was going to walk in. I felt like slapping someone because as soon as that thought went through my head, I heard a light knock on the door. It was Lucas.