Chapter One

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"RING....RING", My alarm went off for school. Didn't wanna go do the same thing i did the day before. I can remember when i hear my mom screaming from the other room, " get up jesse", she said," I'm up gesh", i yell back. It took me a hour and a half to get ready. When i walked out Ashley was waiting for me as she does everyday.

"Well morning there kiddo", she says with so much excitement.

"Why the hell are you so happy for, it's a Monday crazy one", i say looking at her like she was on drugs.

" Someone's bitchy this morning but me, you and Dylan got invited to a PARTY!!", she says while screaming to the top of her lungs.

A party? What the hell. I'm not believing what I'm hearing. Who invited us to a party. We're always known as the kids who's parents make us stay and play board games with them.

"Hello earth to jessica", she said whole motioning her hand in my face.

"Oh sorry .. But why us .. ", i said with curiosity

" Who knows.. But we're going right.. I don't want anymore labels Jessica", she says.

"Sure", i say knowing i don't like the sound of it.

We arrive at school. This place is one hell of a place to be on a Monday. I see what i see everyday, couples kissing, girl gossiping, boys throwing footballs and Zayn. He is so freaking admiring, his eyes his lips, his everything. He's walking my way, i tell myself say something.. Say something... Do it, and i can't I'm speechless.

"Ready for class geek"...

It was Dylan..," ready to get punched", i say while laughing.

We walk to class and there he was sitting in our trig class. Trig is a senior class but I'm a honors student. Zayn always sits in the back never in the middle or then front but the back where people sleep, play, or tease others except him. I walk into class and all the seats are gone but there's a seat next to him. I ask Dylan should i seat there.

"Go for it jesse.. It's the only way," he says while winking at me.

"Stop weirdo..," i say pushing him away.

I got sit next to him. Omg he smells like i don't know but he smells wonder." Stop being weird it's unattractive" i say to myself..

"Alright class pair work today," Mrs. Walker says.

Oh crap noooo i can't no fucking way .. I have to work with him. Get me out of this please...then all of a sudden they call the soccer team to a meeting. My prayers have been answered.. I ran out of there.
It was lunch time and i meet up with Ashley and Dylan..

" so how's the day going and did you tell her about the party," Dylan says

" good and yess we're going !," she says while squealing

" cool and i sat next to zayn today ," i say trying to avoid conversation about the party.

" oooo did you talk to him... are y'all in lovee," she ask making fun of me .

" no she left for her soccer meeting and she ran out of the class," he says while laughing.

" it's not funny big head but i was sweating soo bad," i say

We all laughed and talked about the party for Friday. The day ended and i walked home by myself. On the way home i saw zayn walking to his car angry. Seemed like he was on the phone.

" ok why don't you shut up you prick", he says in so much angry and he hangs the phone up and he sees me looking at him.

" WHAT THE HELL YOU LOOKING AT!?," he says yells at me.

" sorry", i whispered.

He yelled at me.. He yelled at me for admiring him. I didn't really wanna know who made him so mad. I did my homework and went to bed without eating. The next morning I didn't really wanna go to school. I feel like crap. I decided to walk to school alone. Well had no choice Ashley was sick and Dylan rides with his girlfriend. I saw zayn as i walk toward the school door. I ran in so he wouldn't yell me for looking at him again. For the rest of the i was quite. My best friend wasn't there and Dylan left. Walking to physics i ran into zayn. All my books fell.

" oh shit," he says ," mind watching where you're going."

"Sorry I didn't see you," i say scared of him yelling at me

" open your eyes then," he says with angry.

Then he walks away. I wanted to scream at him but that would make it worse. School ended and i was heading home. When i ran into Zayn again but didn't really run into him.

" hey I've been looking for you," he says

" me? Why me?", i say scared and curious.

" yeah.. I wanted to apologize for being an ass to you today and yesterday.. I'm a jerk i wasn't trying to yell or be Rude.. Home isn't going well..", he says

" it's OK no need to apologize.. We have our moments", i say looking him in his eyes

" thanks .. I'll see you tomorrow", he says while smiling.

This has been a great day!!

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