JESSICA'S POV
When we woke the next morning it was past 7.
" Shit! we're late", i said. i try to wake zayn but he wouldn't get up. Zayn laid there so peacefully.
"Jessica... is there some type of emergency", he said looking really lost.
" Yeah.... We're late for school", i say
"...*laughs* babe it's OK.. missing one day isn't gonna kill you." he said
" Fine.. one day.. just one day!" i say, "Breakfast?"
I got out of bed to go downstairs. It was freezing. i got a lot of missed calls from Ashley and Dylan. "They freak to much, bet their worried", i say to myself. My thoughts were to full to think about why they were blowing my up. I was still puzzled because zayn didn't answer my question. " Did he come back because there's a chance he might actually like me or because his mom made him and he's pretending", i asked and repeated in my head. Only he knew and i wanted to know exactly why.
" Hey.. why is it soo cold in here?", he asked
" Put a shirt on and it wouldn't be cold", i said sarcastically
ZAYN'S POV
Is she always this mean in the mornings or is it just this morning. Maybe she's angry at me because I couldn't answer her question. Maybe, because she just doesn't understand that it was a stupid decision to leave her because of my mom's stupid jackass of a boyfriend. Or because i truly wanna be with her because i have strong feelings for her. When the time is right maybe, I can tell her when I feel she's ready to handle it. Right now, I wanna do now so it won't impact our relationship.
"Jess, can we talk please", i said. I'm scared to even bring it up.
" Sure", she said looking really confused
" About last night..."i say but she cuts me
"The whole waiting to have sex thing is overwhelming you i know, I'm sorry", she says cutting me off.
Why does she think I was overwhelmed about it. That's not what I'm worried about it. I'm really mad now, how could she think that was my main focus.
"Zayn?", she says
"Yeah, that's not what i was going to say but ok", i say, " and i'm not overwhelmed... I don't want you to rush into something you're not ready for Jessica.. why do you think that's my main focus?"
" I don't .. i don't wanna fight please", she says
"We're not.. I just feel *pauses*..", i say not completing my thought.
JESSICA'S POV
I wish he would just tell me why he came back. After breakfast, he went upstairs and showered. I went to my room to call Ashley back after she sent over a thousand texts and called me too many times.
ON THE PHONE
"Hello?", Ashley says
"Hey, what's up?", i asked
"What the hell dude!.. thought you were dead.. why aren't you at school?", she said while yelling into the phone.
"woke up late.. gesh chill my god, i can't sleep in for one day?", i said
" No.. he's changing you.. you've never done this until he showed up", she said
" I have to go.. you're still coming over after right?", i asked
"Yeah.. sure", she says before hanging up the phone.
"He's changing you", that keeps playing over and over in my head. Why would she even say that. She was the main person telling me I should talk to Zayn to see if he likes me and now she doesn't want near him. I heard zayn get out the shower. I pretended to be sleep, I was no longer in the mood to talk anymore.
ZAYN'S POV
Hours pasted and it was around the time for school to let out. I heard jess coming down the stairs.
"Hey.. How was your nap?" i asked
"Good.. ummm Ashley and Dylan are on their way over here", she said
"oh uh.. i gotta go home anyway, my mom is sick.. " i said with anger.
"is everything ok", she asked
"yes.. i'm fine", i responded
i went upstairs to grab my stuff and other things. i was mad, i wanted to go down there and tell her what was on my mind. I heard the door bell ring and Ashley screaming at the top of her lungs.
"JESSICA.. its me and dylan open the door", Ashley said.
As i continued to grab my things, i hear ashley yelling at jess. I went downstairs to leave.
"oh you're here", said ashley
"yeah, but i'm leaving", i saw jess put her head in her lap. i left out the door slamming it behind me. i was really pissed.
