Two different worlds (Ross Lynch fanfic)

Regrets

*Ross' POV*

I just came back home. Uughh how? How??! HOW?!! Why didn't she ever tell me this?!!! I am her boyfriend!!! I just went up to my room and bawled my eyes out. I have never cried like this before in my entire life! She is the love of my life! But she kept something from me! Why was she so afraid of telling me?? I don't care about what religion she is! I don't have anything against other religions. I have anything against people who don't act like people. After I was done crying I just got really MAD! I started destroying my room. I threw my bed upside down. Then I went to my wall where all of Fatma and my pictures were. When I saw all those pictures of her and me I just started to cry again. Why?!! Why??!! Why??!! I thought to myself... Why did she do this...?? I already miss her, but I told her that I never want to see her again... I couldn't help myself. I didn't know what was coming out of my mouth, it's just I was so confused and upset and mad at the same time. And when I started to leave she called my name... Tears were streaming down her beautiful face..... It just made my heart break into millions of pieces. Knowing that I am the one who made her cry... She said "I DIDN'T LIE ABOUT MY FEELINGS FOR YOU" but I just left here there............................................... WHAT?!! I just left her there on the beach all alone!!! Oh My God!! What if something bad happens to her??!!!!! What did I dooo!!!!! I have to get back to the beach!!!

*Fatma's POV*

I deserve to suffer! I deserved all those things Ross said to me! I should've said it from the beginning. It would spare Ross a whole year. He could've find a girl who's perfect for him. My nightmare became reality. I shouldn't have come to LA in the first place, but NOOO I just had to go to Ross... I am sooo pathetic! I don't even deserve to be alive! I am horrible! I am a monster! I broke the heart of the one and only person I truly loved..... I made him cry....... I FREAKIN MADE HIM CRY!!!!!! I'm not going back home. I still have a reason to stay in LA and that's because I'm playing in the show of my dreams. From now on I am only gonna focus on my career. But I have to get my stuff and check into a hotel. I can't stay at the Lynch's anymore. I don't deserve to have nice people around me. So I finally got the strength to get up from the beach blanket and now I'm going back to the house. I have to be quit or else Ross will hear me. And he is the one I should definitely stay away from. I already put him through a lot. ~at the house~ Literally nobody is at home, even Ross isn't. I quickly went to my room and grabbed all my stuff. I wrote down a note that said:"I'm sorry Ross..... I'm sorry for ruining a whole year of your life. I wish I could take time back and make sure we would've never met eachother. I'll always love you Ross, but you won't ever see me again. Just like you wanted. Goodbye Ross"

And with that I left... I left the love of my life.

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Ok guys. So like I said tomorrow I am leaving for a long time. I'm going outside the country and I might not have any WiFi so this will be the most recent chapter. I'll be online in like 5 or 6 weeks.... Pretty long! I know. But yeah.... I hope you guys like it so far! And I also hope that my story will get more votes/more reads and ofcourse more comments! They are always welcome!!! ❤ I am hoping for 5 likes for this chapter and the chapter I posted before. There is so much more coming so I say:"ENJOY YOUR SUMMER AND BE READY FOR MORE CHAPTERS AFTER SUMMER!!!" ❤❤❤❤❤