Two different worlds (Ross Lynch fanfic)

Be All Right

So finally I arrived at my hotel without anyone noticing it was me. I cannot deal with any of it now. I crushed down on my knees and cried my eyes out. I miss him, his smile, his eyes, his gorgeous blond hair, the way he makes me feel by just looking at me, the way his chest raised when we cuddled together, the way our hearts beat every time we touched.......... Oh f*cking shit! How did I even fall so hard in love?! Why am I thinking of every detail that I lived with Ross? Why is it over?! Why didn't I tell him about my stupid religion in the first place? Why can't I delete every memory I have about him? Uggh why why why?!!! Why is this happening to me?!!!! I am furious right now. I started throwing things around in the hotel room. ''FUCK MY LIFE!'' I yelled as I threw a vase to a wall. I started shaking terribly and fell on the floor. My eyes are wazy from all the tears and I can't clear my view. Then I started to feel a little light in my head and the view started getting black.

*1 HOUR LATER*

I slowly started opening my eyes, but I wasn’t in my hotel room. I was about to ask the question ‘where am I’ , but then I realised where I was. This cannot be true! I was in my room from when I was living with the Lynch’s. But how did I get here? When I was about to get up, someone walked in the room. And it was him, with his beautiful hair, him with his beautiful eyes, the eyes that I missed so much, it was Ross, my Ross. He was looking me in the eyes, but I turned away and looked down in my hands. I didn’t dare to look at him. I couldn’t look at him knowing he didn’t love me anymore. Then he walked in my direction and sat next to me on the bed. We sat there for a while…not saying a word…he was looking at me all the time, but I just didn’t dare to look back. Then he held my hands, which kind of shocked me since I thought that he didn’t want to see me ever again. But I still wasn’t looking at him. The he put his finger under my chin and made me look him in the eyes, but I immediately shut my eyes. The tears started forming, but I held myself in not to cry. I couldn’t cry, not now, not in front of my Ross. Then he started talking. His voice…that angelic sound. ‘’Why aren’t you looking at me?’’ he said. I felt the hurt in his voice. I still didn’t open my eyes and answered with ‘’I don’t have the guts to look you in the eyes’’ ‘’Please Fatma, look at me. We have to talk about the past few days’’ ‘’I don’t want to talk about it. You made your point. You didn’t want me so I left you. Isn’t that clear?’’ I said as I opened my eyes with tears just about to fall. ‘’look Fatma, baby I didn’t meant what I said back then, because I was hurt and confused and I wasn’t expecting for that to happen on our 1 year anniversary…our 1 year anniversary Fatma. All I needed was just a little time to take in what you said to me. And I already regretted saying that I never wanted to see you again just when I arrived home. So I immediately went back to the beach, but you were gone. And it was all my fault. Look Fatma I don’t care at all what religion you are. The reason why I was mad is because you kept a secret from me for a whole year. I love you Fatma. I got so scared when I realized that you left home, that you left us. We all love you Fatma. Please come back. Please stay with us. Please forgive me.” Ross said with tears in his eyes. Looking at me with his gorgeous eyes, waiting for an answer. “I don’t know Ross… I got hurt really bad when you said those things to me. And it is not easy for me to come back in the house and forget all those nights where I cried on my own about all our memories together.” “No! I do not accept no for an answer. You are staying.” Ross said with a cute and serious face what made me smile a little. He is even cheeky when he is trying to be serious. “Ok…. Now I am really confused” I said. “Look Fatma. Being around you drives me nuts! And not being around you drives me nuts…” Right then Ross looked me in the eyes and kissed me. The kiss was so intense. Like if he was showing all his pain to me with just a kiss. I missed the feeling of those lips, those soft lips. Before I knew the kiss started to deepen. We both held each other’s face so tight. Ross pulled me closer and put me on his lap with each of legs on one side of him. After the kiss we just breathed heavily, but still didn’t let go of each other. Still holding each other tight, like if it’s our last touch ever. Then after a while he asked me again ‘’Do you forgive me?’’ I just smiled and whispered ‘’Yes, yes I do. Will you forgive me for not telling you?’’ He smiled back and whispered ‘’I already forgave you the minute after you told me. But there is one thing that’s still on my mind…’’ I knew what he was about to ask so I just answered and said ‘’We are still together. But shall we promise one thing to each other right here, right now?’’ and just like if he read my mind he said ‘’No promises from now on between us. I will be here for you through good days and through bad days. Will you be there for me too?’’ he asked looking me in the eyes without breaking any eye contact. ‘’Yes, I promise you’’ I smiled and started to tear up again, but this time it was happy tears. ‘’I love you so much’’ he said his eyes lighting up when he said it as he was still holding me tight. ‘’I love you so much too’’ I said back. And then we shared another unforgettable kiss. Thank God things were going the right way again. I just got him back again.....my Ross...we are back together <3

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So finally found time to write again. I hope you will like it guys. Leave a comment below and tell me what you think. Good and bad reaction are all welcome. And a vote for this chapter will make me much happier. Thanks for reading. x