Dear Journal,
Why do I still try? My friend doesn't talk to me anymore. We were really close, he was one of the closest I had. Suddenly, he stopped approaching conversations, and now whenever I try to talk to him, he replies late. I don't know what to do. I've been trying, and trying, and it never works out. I even go as far to say the randomest things just for a freaking conversation. Why won't he talk to me? What did I do? I know he doesn't hate me, he just... doesn't talk. I don't know. But my other close friend talks to him now. He tells her personal things, he used to tell me that too, to like, I don't know? Get it off his chest. You know what I mean. but yeah... code word: He used to. I feel desperate, and I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should keep trying, or wait. 'Cause I've heard it everywhere. "If they don't come back to you, they're not worth it." But I know this guy. I've known him for so long. I don't see a reason why he'd just stop... talking...
I just...
it's weird, you know? I used to tell him everything, whenever I was sad, and he used to always be there, and vice Versa. but then it started becoming me not telling him things, him not even caring, and he just came to me for help. What about me? Yeah, but at least he came to me. Now he doesn't. He doesn't even bother to talk....
I have no one who can actually understand how I feel. It's dumb, it's stupid, I hate it. What do I do...? I don't know what to do...
bye.
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My Depressing Journal
PoesíaThis is a journal that's about my thoughts, my experiences, and my sadness. I'm mustering up all my courage to write this. Welcome to the journey though my mind.
