Get Out Of My Face!

Finally

I have to admit, ever since that day at our place, when Scott tried to kiss me, it's been a little awkward for us. Oh, who am I kidding? We can't even look at each other without blushing. Well at least I'm blushing.

Our gang- Zach, Vi, Megs, Scott, Jason and I- still sit at our table together at lunch. But ever since then, you know what I've noticed?

Scott sits next to me.

No, like he used to sit next to me before, but I always thought it was just because. But now that he's doing it every time after the 'almost kiss', I have a very good feeling. I think I'm gonna go cry out of happiness. God, save me. I'm acting like some sort of lovesick schoolgirl. Wait, I am one. But you gotta cut me some slack, it was my first kiss. Well, it was going to be. Yeah, I'm not embarrassed or anything. I want to save my first kiss for someone who I actually have feelings for. I always have and I will. And honestly, I think Scott's the one I'm going to give it to. Most people don't take it seriously at all, but I do.

I know people who've just given it for the sake of saying that they've already had their first kiss. And frankly, I think that's quite shameless.

Sorry, I'm getting a little dramatic.

So, today, here I am, sitting at our table with everyone. They're all chattering about random stuff, though I believe I just heard Zach tell Jason about someone's butt. Umm, okay then. Perverts.

I look at Jason. He is one intriguing person. And an asshole. If he ever found out that the kiss with Scott would have been my first, he would never let me hear the end of it. And it's good that he doesn't know, only Vi, Megs and Zach know. Well, at least Zach assumes I haven't had my first kiss yet.

For a brother who is such an asshole, and a player, a jerk, a flirt- I should stop. As I was saying, for a guy who's such an asshole, he's pretty protective of his twin sister. It's weird seeing him in 'protective mode'. Once, there was this guy in eighth grade who planning on asking me out, but of course, Zach warned him never to even look at me again. I know, real nice.

"Hey, Alex? I need to talk to you." I'm snapped out of my thoughts by Scott, and seeing how close his face was to me, I started sweating up a pond.

"Oh, okay. When?" I asked, stupidly.

"Uh, right now?" He asked, looking at me with a small smile.

"Oh! Okay!" I said and immediately stood up.

He slipped his hand in mine and we started walking out of the cafeteria, but not before Vi threw me a suggestive wink. I rolled my eyes, but I can't deny, I was ecstatic.

"So, uh, I was thinking if we could, maybe, possibly, go out tonight?" Scott asked, as soon as we were outside the cafeteria.

"Out, as in-"

"Yeah, out, as in, a date." He completed, smiling at me.

"Oh." I said stupidly, blushing. "I would love to." I said, trying to sound like it wasn't a big deal. Little did he know that elephants were having a party in my stomach. They must've been clubbing, actually. It was that bad.

"Great." He said, flashing me one of his heart-melting smiles. I smiled back goofily and waved bye since he said he had to go get something from our math teacher.

Someone shoot me. No, please. Someone? Anyone? No? Okay.

Here I am, sitting in my room, hopelessly on a huge pile of clothes. I have nothing to wear. I mean, of course I have clothes, but these clothes won't do. They just won't.

This is a date with Scott. He's not some normal guy that you can just pull on the first thing you grab in your closet. You actually have to work for it.