"Sitting here, staring at the wall. Another lonely tear falls, I'm tryin to write you this song. But I can hardly see the page."
Nathan sat there on his bed in his hotel room, trying to write a song for demi, all the other boys had gone out to a bar , but he didn't want to go, he wanted to stay and cry. He wiped his tears and continued to stare at the wall.
"Cause it's breaking my heart, when i look in your eyes. And I don't see me anymore, Oh you're all i'm living for".
Nathan remembered when he last saw demi, he looked in her eyes and he didnt see the love for him, he used to see in her eyes, her eyes just looked empty.
"Baby tell me, that you still believe, that you still love me, the way i love you. If you take your love away from me, You know I would die, cause i'm not ready for goodbye"
Nathan just sat there and stared at the ceiling, just wanting demi to be here with him, He hated the fact that she wasn't, he just wanted to tell her that she still loved him.
"Baby please pick up the phone. Tell me i'm crazy, i've got it all wrong. I don't know what i'm gonna do. I don't know how to live without you2.
Nathan picked up his iphone, no new messages or calls from Demi, he sighed and put his phone back down, she got the wrong end of the stick, the night she saw Nathan with another girl, it was just a fan, but because it looked like Nathan was kissing her, demi said it was over. They had been together for three years before that night and Nathan couldn't live without her.
"You are the first song, my heart ever heard. And baby i-i believed every word. You are my heart, my soul, my world".
Demi was the first girl, Nathan had fallen for, he loved her so much, he believed every whisper and every sweet word demi told him, she had his heart, she had always had ever since they had started dating, she was his world and he wished that she knew that.
"Baby tell me, that you still believe, that you still love me, the way i love you. If you take your love away from me, You know I would die, cause i'm not ready for goodbye"
Nathan put the notepad down and wiped more upcoming tears, he went on his iphone and looked at some pictures of them together, he stroked her face "i miss you" he whispered.
"Every breathe i take, every beat of my heart, you know it's all for you, i wanna hold you, i wanna love you, forever and always".
Nathan just wanted demi in his arms and for everything to go back to the way it was, he was living for her and her love.
"Baby tell me, that you still believe, that you still love me, the way i love you. If you take your love away from me, You know I would die, cause i'm not ready for goodbye"
Nathan just lay on his bed, one side of his pillow became soaked, due to the tears and tried to fall asleep hoping it was just a dream.
