Rischio (BWWM)

20.Talk to..

Smooth fingers traced the outline of each curve and and dip and bulge of me, sending me in and out of a half sleep stage. Light kisses and hums of pleasure were shared but there was still an underlining feeling of tenseness. In other words we need to talk but we also wanted to be blissful. It was wrong but as soon as we began to talk everything would have to start over. Laying in his chest, I sighed just holding on to these last few moments of peace.

"I still wish you were normal and I met you at some bar." I said final after some time. Sighing he kissed my head lightly. Laying in some more silence I tried to drift off to sleep again but I did not want to wake up and he be gone. He ran his smooth fingertips down to the small of my back and grew semi-hard again.

"Mar not no-"

" I won't wear you out. I just should have thought with my other head." He said chuckling to himself.

"Wow. Just what I like to hear." I said sarcastically. Laughing together we fell into another silence. It was what I needed, a moment to think. Rolling back over I laid on his side. Through half closed eyelashes, I watched him fall asleep almost instantly.

Slow as possible I slid out of bed and stop ever so often when he would stir slightly. Finally after 3 million years I made it out the bed. Sliding on some sweatpants and a soft sweater I walking towards the door. Glancing back, I gazed at his sleeping form on my bed, then quietly slipped out the door.

Walking back in the way I came from, I looking at the closed doors I tried to figure out which one was the lounge/library but all the doors look the same. Giving up, I wondered the halls and peeked into each room as I passed by. Some rooms where empty and other were not. Men spoke loudly in one room and the next sounded like what I just did with Mariano.

Feeling flushed I rushed past both rooms headed towards what I believed was the kitchen. Walking in the room I noticed two other people were in the same room and they seem to be arguing about something secret. Backing out, I stood a few feet away from the door. Thinking, I heard their voices raise. I started to sing lightly so they would have time to contain themselves before I got in there. Glancing over at the two people I immediately knew who the man was. He was the spitting image of Mariano. Tall with muscle sorted evenly across him and a little salt and pepper to top off the shake. Nodding my head in their direction, I then slid over to the pantry to see of there were any oreos.

Looking back the man had not stop staring down at me. Moving my mouth into slight smile I mumbled a hi.

"Océane?" He whispered as if he said it too loud I'd run away.

"Yes?" I questioned.

"Excuse me, my apologies. I just have not seen you since.... well maybe five." He said chuckling to himself.

"Mr. Clooney, I apologies for not noticing you sooner. Its has been so long since I seen you and Mariano is not the same talkative cat if you know what I mean." I say as he laughs lightly.

" Yes I do feel as if my son is in love and is too stubborn to admit it. " The old man says before reaching above me to grab the oreos. Stunned at his boldness, I almost choked on my next breath.

"I do not believe he is in love, maybe more so in captured by lust, because we know one can easily be mistaking for another." I say trying to convince him that his son was no way near love and he was a sex crazed sociopath. He had sex and then killed many people mostly by talking.

" Bella, I would know the difference in one and the other. I have been both of them. But my son is going through being in love. After all these years of taking care of you, I would not be surprised if he loved you. Lord knows that boy has a stubborn heart and he will not listen to anyone." he says with a light chuckle."Well darling I must get ready for the giving part of the day. Christmas is a little iffy this time of the year. Never quite on the right day most times. But I guess this is a little better." He said before shuffling out the room.

Laughing I turned back to the oreos and munched away happily. Not paying much attention, another girl walked in. She seem to be not much older than me. Her hair was pulled back in a curly bun that was super silky. I almost envied her but then she smiled in my direction and my dumb self smiled back with Oreo covered teeth. Laughing her smile got even brighter.

"Hey I'm Lily. and you are already really awesome." she said sticking her hand out to shake mine. Taking her hand I beamed up with a better looking mouth.

"Well Lily I am Shannon and you are the first person to actual be nice to me since I have gotten here. Man talk about wanting guest but hating them like an ex boyfriend." I say making her laugh.

"Tell me about it. when I got here it took me at least 3 months to find the bathroom and no one want to tell where anything is in this house." She said grabbing a case of chips ahoy cookies.

"Girl what! Then some of the girls around here be acting like they have worlds number one pussy." I said following her to what assumed was the way to her room.

"OOO, You don't know the half of it. Let me catch a round of weave, that's the last track they'll get. You know other than a railroad track." She stated giggling.

"Ha! if that." I said

"You know, I have been waiting for someone to come along that I can relate to. And here you are. Real and chill. I knew something was different when I walked into the kitchen, First there was not any making out, there was not whining, no everything in here is going to ruining my low carb diet and all that whiny stuff." she said plopping down on her bed. "Well don't just stand there you can sit, I won't bite you."

Lily went on to tell me that she was brought in the mafia because of her dad at 15 which was pretty scary. Think about it your 15 surrounded by cold blooded killers and whores. She quickly learned that it was a terrible idea to try to play a mafia member because they know the game just as well as you do. That her parents could care less she was trapped in a killing and crime business. She was now 22 and knew drinking was not her thing.

"So that's all I got for now because I believe on of the guys are looking for you." she says glancing at her phone.

"Guys? What guy? No guy is looing for me, OH my gOODNes." I yelled as I could hear Mariano shouting in Italian down the hallway.

"I need to hide. If I don't he will lay it on me all night in you nice room" I begged looking around the room frantically.

"Here under the bed." She motioned lifting the cover slightly "Lay in the dip" She said before straight in the cover.

Feeling around the floor had a lower level. Sliding down in the level I heard her clap and the room went pitch black. Not even 30 seconds later there was banging on the door.

"I'm sleep" She whispered to me. Silently giggling the door busted open.

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Yep cliff hanger cause I have to plan more.

Love you guys
- Mer