Rischio (BWWM)

27. Living in color.

It's been some months.

You know since I last saw Mar. At first he was there every time I turned a corner but now, as I told you, I haven't seen him.

My sister and Grayson hit it off real good if ya know what I mean. Something bad happened to my brother and he won't speak about it. And now I'm curled up on the couch watching TV with Sunshine.

"So when are you going to check on Mar?" He questioned flicking through the channels.

"Maybe never" I responded, trying empty out a cartoon of Gelato.

"You know he sucks right now." He mumbles.

"Yep, and he continues to suck my dick." I said shoving more of this heavenly stuff in my mouth. To be honest when I walked out on Mariano I thought I had made a mistake, that I had gone to far. That my hormones were just acting up but no. I don't want a single thing to do with him. He stop popping up once he realized I wasn't going speak about anything, instead he sends Sunshine to check on me.

"Oh by the way, where's Liam." I ask him obviously cutting him off from some long speech about just talking it out with Mar. Huffing he glared lightly me at me. "Sorry" I say hiding my smile by shoving another mouthful of gelato in my mouth.

"He is on a important trip right now I'm sorry I'm not hot enough for you." He said squinting at the TV, gripping the remote a little tighter than he should have. My smiled faded as I saw his eyes cut my way.

"Okay what's really up? Because now you are being a bitch" I asked putting my spoon and gelato to the side.

"Mar is being ruthless, A soulless Bitch. He has been acting like he wakes up in piss every morning. He snaps on everyone. He is going psycho on us. Like he can't get a grip on the craziness, that he has had tucked away so well. He acts like you when you haven't had dick." He mutters turning off the TV. Widening my eyes at his word choice. Okay I see Mar isn't the only one waking up in piss.

"Woah, Mr. I don't act any different with or without dick. And second of all it's his piss he is swimming in." I growl as I think about the difference between me having dick and not.

"Just talk to him please. Anymore and I quit the Mafia." He grumbled, pouting like a small child.

"You can't quit you ugly duckling. " I giggles poking his cheek. Attempting to bite my finger, he broke from his angry mood and laughed lightly. Then he frowned again.

"See why can't you break him from his mood?" He said standing up. Sighing I curled my legs up, I shook my head grabbing the carton of goodness. I was not up for dealing with Mar. I just wanted to live my life pretending he wasn't apart of it anymore. I wish that sunshine could get that. He started to argue once more but I really wasn't up for any hurt feelings tonight.

"Look Geer, I am not looking forward with fighting with you tonight," I huffed cutting him off from lecturing and stopped him from making himself sound like a broken record, like these last few months have been.

"Then talk to him... Please." He said kneeling down by my side next to the couch fluttering those pretty eyes of his. Narrowing my eyes shake my head not wanting to talk about it anymore. Grabbing my hands he made me look at him. He then gave me the biggest puppy face I have every seen.

"Jesus, you men and ya feelings. FINE" I stood abruptly throwing my cover on the couch and slipped my shoes. Stomping down the stairs I wrapped the jacket tighter around my body grumbling as I go. All this confusion and complaining I couldn't take two more seconds of it. I was going gut everyone like a fish. Marching across the estate, the cool spring wind blew a crossed my skin and I could feel the small knife I had pressed firmly against my thigh. Somehow I ended up at the back stairs of Mariano's room. He would definitely have questions if things got heated.

You know that feeling that hits you in the gut. The one that suffocates you. It burns a steel rod right through your chest. It turns your insides into slop. It just hit me. Today might just be the day Mar turns into that monster I was running from. The one Sunshine was talking about. I knew that sometimes Mar didn't wake up in his right mind and those where always the worst days. He would become unpredictable and reckless. Putting anyone with him in danger. But I had to put my fears behind me and keep pressing on. Putting on my game face I quickly make my way up the stairs

At the top of the stairs my stomach drops. Soft groans can be heard from the room. He can do what he wants but I am going to walk straight into the room and confront him. Marching my way in a gagged on the air around me. Stepping back I looked toward the bed.

I rather burn my with liquid metal than see this bitch again.

Three pair of eyes stared back at me, through a lust filled gaze. Frowning I pulled my shirt over my nose.

"Who are you two and dämn girl did you wash your kitty." I say loud enough to make them pull out of her. Gagging even more I focused on the ceiling. The air was clouded with sex and an unwashed cooch. Just nasty.

"Who are you?" She asked squinting at me. Spinning on my heels I started to leave and then a sinister smile crept on my face. Oh she was gonna regret this. Opening the door once more I pulled out my phone, making sure the flash was on and clicked away.

As the flash went off the second time my heart dropped. She wouldn't. Only 10 feet in front off me was my worst nightmare. The man that caused my nightmares. The man that scarred me, and cause me more problems I could count. The phone slipped from my hands and shattered on the floor. Fear wedged it's way in between my bones.
I could still see the gold tooth he had even after the flash went off. My heart drummed a beat. My body went cold, then I ran. I skipped two stairs at a time not caring if that would slow me down. In my mind I believed I was getting farther and farther away.

Pushing two large doors open, I realized I was heading the wrong way. A way I didn't know about. Dread seeped from my nose to my mouth and all the way down to my feet. In mid thought I was tackled to the ground.

"NOOO" I yelled twisting in grip that had me in a hold. A hand clamped over my mouth, but it didn't close it. Therefore I bit their fingers until a copper taste was in my mouth and the grip on me loosened.

"Come on doll you aren't playing fair." He chuckled coldly as I scrambled off the floor but he grabbed me by my hair and yanked. Pain pricked my scalp and a weak cry fell from my lips. Twisting my hair, he made me look at him. Frowning I swung a leg around hitting in the knee cap.

"You Bitch!" He growled buckling to the ground. His tight grip was still in my hair, causing me to stumble and fall face first next to him on the ground. I could taste copper and my vision was becoming hazy. Rolling to one side I could feel something press into my thigh.

Growling I can't believe I didn't think of this before hand. That I was so easily shocked. Grabbing his wrist, I dug my fingers deep into his skin. Howling in pain he let go of my hair. Scrambling back I watch his shadow loom over me. My chest constricted and he lunged for me. And in the same moment I tore my knife from my thigh and it went into the side of his neck. Blood poured for the knife wound. Still he had a hold around my neck.

"Don't worry doll if I die, you are coming witth." Reggie spoke with venom dripping from him voice.
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Okay guys this book is coming to a end. I might do a sequel but right now I have so many more books ready to be dropped so yeah.

I am going back for schooling. All morning classes. But anywho it's night time for me so

Love you guys

- Mer 🔱