Rischio (BWWM)

21. Rage.

That's what it was. I could hear it through his voice, rage. I bet he was shaking. Lily must of had the gift of falling asleep really fast because she didn't even flinch when they finally busted through the door. Clutching my heart I waited for him to speak again.

"Geer. Make sure none of the cameras outside caught her if she ran away." He growled with an emotion I couldn't recognize. "Get out! I know you are not sleep." He barked at Lily.

"What gave it away. Is it the fact I never sleep?" She sighed in defeat. The floor creaked under her feet as she walked farther and farther away from the bed.

"Out until I find her" he ordered, letting his words ring in the silence.

"Well, where do I go now?" She stalled, I could tell she stopped walking.

Silence filled my ears and the tension was heavy.

"Okay fine Mister" She said as I heard the shuffle of her feet over the rug in front of her bed. The door shut and the room was dead silent. Laying there I waited for movement but none came. A sharp pain ran itself through me. I began to sweat. It was my fear of being trapped. It creeped up my neck threaten to release a scream. Closing my eyes a took a light deep breath.

I didn't have a good gut feeling this so I stayed still. Suddenly I heard him almost growl before things where being thrown at walls and he yelled out in his foreign language. I could only here two emotions in his voice that I knew very well.

Defeat.

And Pain.

So clear cut, it made me want to cry. He cried out to God. And the word why fell from his lips over and over again. The pain was a pain of lost. He felt that he had lost me once more. Though I was worried he would strangle me, I couldn't help the scream that spilled from my lips.

"I can't! Please! Breath!" I yell trying to push the bed from over me. Tears spilled from my eye and I choked on a sob.

"I'm sorry. Please just get me out of here!" I heaved harshly as I twisted my body awkwardly trying to slide out of the dip in the floor. Quickly dashing steps made their way over to the bed and pushed but it went no where.

"Damn nails" he said lifting the covers that draped down to the floor.

"Shannon." He spoke softly trying to get my attention. But I couldn't focus, my fear had overwhelmed me and I was just wanting to disappear. Tears blurred the my vision and helpless sobs flowed from my mouth. I could feel my body begin to tingle and numb itself. I was going to pass out. With the energy I had left I pushed myself out of the dip in the floor.

"DAMNIT!"

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"Shannon please wake up." A soft voice hums in my ear. Knitting my eyebrows together I turn away from the voice. I just want to sleep.

"Are you kidding me?" The voice questions again. Ripping my eyes open, I shoot up ripping the cover back that had been covering me and hugged the life out of him. He made a noise that a dog would make when you hug them tightly as they try to squirm away. Giggling I could feel the tears start to blur my vision but I didn't let them fall just yet.

"Where have you been? God you just don't what I have been through Ethan." I yell squeezing the life out of him again. Peeling my arms from around him, he looked at me with a goofy smile on his face.

"From what it looks like you need a hair due." He replied sarcastically ruffling my hair, then dodged the punch I tried to send into his side.

"Shut up bubble butt. You look like you haven't looked in the mirror in a couple of days. " I say laughing.