What if..? Tokyo Ghoul XReader

DEUX - TROIS FOIS L'INFINI.

 

"Wow! After two months KuroGun updated! ... Wtf, it is not a story?"

Before you close this, which I hope you wouldn't, cause well, if I am writing right now it is to say something, that I think will concern you readers.

First of all, let me appologize for this long absence, but as you may know, those haven't been the easiest days of my life, and to be totally honest, I still am under the shock, and I can still see the pity in the eyes of the persons talking to me. 

Trust me, I am measuring my words right now. I am taking time to write the words I am sharing to you right now. I thought about writting, when I had ten minutes of freedom, where my feelings were quite "normal" for a moment. But when I was turning my laptop on, loading onto the Wattpad page, it was like my fingers were frozen. I didn't know what to write, I didn't know where to start. Writting was like the hardest task I had to face : my mind was blank.

I have to admit that I didn't watch a single anime for the past three months, the time was missing, and I miss watching One Piece, because when some shit happened, Luffy and the crew were the only ones who could make me forget about it all. 

I cannot forget about what happened, yet I shouldn't stop living, just like all families did, we need to put up a smile and enjoy the treasure that existing is, the gift that feeling love, hatred, joy, pain, pride is.

Because I have no inspirations for the KNB one shots, I'll have to put a break on it. No, it is not totally over, but it is under a break. I still have some ideas for this reaction/what if book, so no worries, I'll be back writing when I can, and want to.

You know my policy of not updating to update.

I want to be proud of what I am sharing to you, and I am afraid that it is not coming now. I am writing for myself and a friend, that will recognize herself if she is reading this now, but I am not ready to share it to the big world that you are.

I hope this explanation answered some of your questions,

Sincerly,

Manel.