Chapter 28

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A/n sorry it took so long to update ill explain after the chapter.

Alexa pov:

It's so strange. I remember how we all met what happened to me what they are, but it's like that Gerard guy got taken out of all of it.

I'm in franks room, I didn't feel comfortable in Gerard's it just feels weird.

They told me it might just wear off whatever they guy injected me with.

They've also been telling me things about me and Gerard, basically felling in everything that I forgot.

Even though a lot of it sounds like complete bull shit.

God why does my stomach hurt so much!

Oh... right I'm a vampire, how long has it been since I fed?

I get up and go to the bathroom looking in the mirror.

My fangs are out and my eyes and red, but I look away because if I keep looking ill scare myself.

I think I really need to feed, cause its starting to hurt.

I sapped down stairs grabbing Jamia and then speeding up the stairs again.

"Jamia... I-I" she looks at me and her eyes go wide

"Oh god, ok umm s-stay here ill be right back" she walks down stairs

I I hear kinda loud talking but that's covered up by thumping.

It's a hart, not to far from here... no no no you can't do that.

I feel a wash of pain go through me and I scream falling to the floor holding my head.

"Alex!" I feel Jamia kneel down beside me

"What's going on!" frank asks

"I don't know!" Jamia replies

"Just shut up!" I yell feeling my head bang even more

"Gerard you need to read her mined!" Alicia says

Gerard kneels in front of me taking one of my hands and holding it. he closes he's eyes and breathes.

Soon he lets go he's eyes wide. "I think I might know what's going on" he says

He picks me up and speeds outside into the woods setting me back down.

He takes a couple steps back and I start to feel the pain even more but there something new.

Everyone is here now just watching me, I put one shaky hand up to my mouth and I feel not only top fangs, but sharp bottom ones to.

"How is this even possible!" frank says "there's never been a hybrid vampire before!" I look at frank and he shuts up

Then everything comes flooding back, and it hurts. I feel my bones crack and in put back together and then break again.

I'm a fucking dog!?

I look around myself, yup tale and everything. My fur is black so I guess that an upside.

But I'm a fucking dog!

What when do I turn back? how do I turn back? well I even have clothes on when I do?

I hear Gerard laugh a little and I look at him.

"What?" frank asks

"She's so confused" Gerard answers

I growl at him.

"Go grab and blanket" Jamia says to Alcoa and she speeds off and comes back with one

I guess that's what there's going to cover me up with because my clothes are all ripped up on the ground.

She hands it to Gerard and he walks over to me. I lay down and look at him.

"Just relax, and close your eyes" he says laying the cover over me

I clothes them and relax like he said to do and I feel myself go back to normal.

I quickly grab the blanket wrapping it around me.

Gerard helps me up and we all walk back into the house where I change into new clothes.

"So you remember everything now?" Jamia asks

"I think so yea, but how could whatever that guy put in me make me change into a dog?" I ask

"Not a dog a hybrid werwolf" she says

"Still a dog, and I don't even know how to control it, what if I turn during the night or something?" I ask

"I think your fine for right now, but we all need some sleep" she takes franks hand and takes him up stairs

I walk up to Gerard's room and see him at his desk. I walk up behind him and hug him.

"Hi" I say

"Hi" he says back not looking at me

"Are you ok?" I ask letting go and standing up

"I'm fine" he says not even looking at me

"Okay" I walk out and go outside not really feeling like being in that house right now

I go to the cave and sit on my rock letting myself cry a little. I pull my legs to my chest putting my head down on my knees.

Maybe he doesn't love me anymore... because I'm part stupid werwolf.

I hate myself. why can't I just be prefect like Jamia or Alicia?

"Alex?" I hear Gerard's voice chime in but I just bury my head in my arms

I feel him sit by me and I scoot over a little. his arms wrap around me and set me on his lap.

I lean my head into his chest feeling safe.

"You know I still love you, just a lot has been going on" he say softly butting two fingers under my chin and making me look up and him

He wipes my tears away with his thumb and kisses me.I wrap my arms around he's neck kissing him back.

He breaks off leaning he's head on my forehead.

"I love you Alex, no matter what" he says

"I love you too"

A/n

Hello everyone!

So here's why I haven't been updating lately.

Well me and my friend have been working on the frost 5 chapters of are new book 'His Hazel Eyes' it's on are new account called @MyChemicalFriendship

So if you all could please go check it out and just it some support it would mean a lot.

But I'm going to try to update more soon ill see you all later!

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